Life is so hectic yet boring

This morning

2012-01-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

So.. this morning,
everything started out fine...
until my dad exploded because i didnt exchange a cheque that he passed it to me to collect it for him
and it was already 2 days...
well.. i know im at fault.
so.. i just want to write this message to him.

Im sorry and thank you.
Hi dad. well... just wanna say,
im sorry for not doing what im told to do immediately.
im sorry for letting you down.
im sorry for making u angry
im sorry for making u upset.
im sorry for not studying hard enough.
im sorry for not being smart enough.
im sorry for being lazy.
im sorry for being fat.
im sorry for having ugly fingers.
im sorry for not scoring high marks and results
im sorry for not getting into a good school ( now and previously )
im sorry for my previous misdeeds
im sorry for not being the perfect little daughter
im sorry for not living up to your expectations.
im sorry for being an ass in your life.
im sorry for all the shit i put you through
im sincerely sorry dad. really.. i am.
Thank you for providing a comfortable life for me.
Thank you for being my dad.
Thank you for working hard for me.
Thank you for trying to make jokes to make your children laugh.
Thank you for being kind.
Thank you for forgiving.
Thank you for being in my life.
Thank you for everything.

i may not be crying now, but my heart certainly is.
This morning, tears filled my eyes, but they never flow down my face
Thats because i deserve it.

Korean Girl: 2nd post

2012-01-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

안녕하세요 여러분~ ( Hello everybody)
심혜정 입니다. ( I am Shim Hye Jeong )
This is my second post for the Korean Girl blog thing.
It still sounds dumb dont u think?
haha.
Korean still sucks like crap... worst thing is i stopped learning it like last year even when i had JUST started. hahahahha..
So anyways~ UPDATE~
난 서울 갈거에요! ( I'm going to Seoul! )
hahaha... im trying my best to like write stuff in korean.
Do correct me if im wrong, by leaving a comment~
So... This march, ill be going to korea to celebrate my grandmother's 70th birthday
In korea, reaching the age of 70 is like a HUUUUUGE thing.
my mom told me its because a long time ago, many korean dont live to the age of 70.
so yeah. ill be staying there a month while my mommy and lil bro are staying there for like 2 and a half weeks.
My bestie : Nut , is also coming but like 5 days before my mom leaves. She'll be staying at my place too.
EEEKKK. isnt it like EXCITING!?!?
haha... we planned like alot of stuff and places to go.
i just CANT WAIT.
haha. it'll be like HOME SWEET HOME even though its not technically my place of birth.
It'll be like so fun!!
haha.
hmmm
what else should i say...
hmm..

Surgery Day

2012-01-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

yo wassup ya'll~
so... today , i had a surgery on my left breast aerola
because it seems like i had an infected cyst which has become real swollen and itchy.
so i went to the hospital at 9.30 eventhough i was suppose to be there at 9. hahaha
apparently, other patients before me were also late and there was a commotion.
thus, it dragged till around 2pm when they FINALLY asked me to change into this
blue hospital gown thing which like opens at the back.
They took my blood pressure the millionth time and finally pushed me towards the surgery room area thing.
I was shivering like crazy ONLY BECAUSE it was cold. Not that im scared or anything.
They then inserted a needle that was connected to this drip thing and my whole arm went numb.
i think i got used to the cold so i stopped shivering.
Oh, i was placed in a first room thing where i will be shipped into this second room for the operation to take place.
I think there was another patient before me because i waited even more and i heard like
things getting sliced/cut by the equiptment thing and i smelled some burnt stuff.
So anyways, i was like REAAAALLY bored waiting for them.
then came one lady surgeon which i think is the BOSS of the doctor that take a look at my cyst (cuz the doctor said the lady was her BOSS)
and they scanned my swollen infected area again to find out that they see NO CYST!
so they have no idea what was it.
LAWL.
They decided to just cut it and drain the pus and then stitch it up
However, before they closed the infected skin, they decided to cut abit of it to see under the microscope what the hawt tomatoes was it.
so ... yeah.
I was FINALLY JEEZ pushed into the second room where the surgery will take place
Some dude like jammed this small oxygen? mask thing onto my face really hard and told me to breathe and that its just MORE oxygen to help me breathe better.
dang, what a bloody liar! It smelled.... disgusting lol. I couldnt breathe properly so i had to like take DEEEP breaths of air.
I stared at the lady surgeon awhile thinking WTF?
And then i just blacked out lol.
i dont even remember closing my eyes.
i just BLACK OUT.
WHEW.
I woke up to the sound of nurses calling my name, which i admit, was really annoying because i wanted to sleep more. hahahahaha.
I tried opening my nice several times and even slapped my own face
I realized there was a (REAL) oxygen masked on my face and everytime i moved it like moves out of place.
I guess i got irritated by it or something i decided to remove it.
Haha. everything got blurry from then on..
I THINK the nurses asked me some questions while i was partially in dreamland
And they pushed me back to the recovery ward.
Some gawddamn person placed a bed at my lot so they pushed me and my bed to another lot.
Weird thing was, my mom had been sitting at my original lot the whole while and she didnt notice the new bed. huh...
Then my mom came over to the new lot... I talked to her and told her all this stuff
and... she shifted all our stuff over...
Ate bread with abit of magarine ( which was sad cuz they told me it would be eggs. ) and milo...
Rest awhile more .. and got discharged at around 8pm...
Oh. i got ONE WEEK MC!!! YAY!!! haha.. i dont need to attend classes which i feel useless and boring. hahaha..
JOY TO THE WORLD~~~~
yippee~~~
kekekeke..
thats it.
Oh, just wanna say that even if i used irritating or annoying and stuff like that, i dont really mean it. The whole experience ( MINUS THE WAITING TIME ) was actually really nice. hahahah

3rd post of the day

2011-11-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

hahha. This is my third post of the day.
Seems like because i havented posted for so long,
ive got many things to say
whoaa...
wait a minute... What did i want to say again? Great.
i think i just had another brain fart.
See?
I have things i want to say but once i get to writing it out or sayin it out, it all vanishes.
OH GREAT. -.-

Korean Girl: 1st Post

2011-11-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

Hey~ So this is my first post for my Korean Girl sequel thingy.
So yeah. To start this off, imma explain why i decided to create this sequel.
So as you all may know ( or may not know... )
I'm half korean.
My mom's korean.
I guess i have most of my mom's genes. haha.
But that doesn't really have to do anything does it?
so anyways.
I have relatives in korea and every year or so, i would go visit them for about 1 month.
Everytime i visit them or go korea, i have a blast of my life.
It isn't the kpop culture thing that attracts me there.
Its the feeling... i dont know... There's just something about Korea that makes me feel like im home.
I find the people are so friendly and the place ( eventhough its not as clean and safe) is just comfortable.
The smell of my grandparent's house in Korea is so familiar to me.
everytime im back in my country and i get a whiff of a similar scent of the house in Korea,
my heart just melts and i want want WANT to go back.
Its not the theme park or entertainment.
Its the life in Korea.
Something about Korea....
Its like there's a magnet there and im a metal ( i know this is a bad way to explain lol )
Even my relatives there are so much nicer and friendlier.
To tell the truth, i dont really like the country im in right now.
I dont even really like my relatives in where i am.
I visit my cousins once a year during chinese new year.
Sometimes i dont even see them.
I do love my grandmother in my courtry though.
But the rest of my relatives here are just so..... distant.
I feel much closer to my relatives in Korea eventhough i see them like maybe once in two years or more.
Strange isnt it?
Korea just feels more of home

It really has been long

2011-11-21T09:24:00.000+08:00

Wassup yo~
so.. yes.. i know.. its been like FOREVER since i last posted an entry.
im currently in my school's comp lab.
OMG!
its alredy November 2011.
Time's getting faster and faster as i grow older and older.
haha. i sound so old now.
and im only 17.
I guess i have a mentally of an 80 year old.
haha. just kidding.
its alredy the second semester of my first year in poly.
i just read some of my past posts and i realized how childish and funny i was back then.
thinking about the days i had in my secondary school makes my heart go soft lol.
sighh... i wish i can go back to those times. ><
anyways. i know i regret the decisions i made back then.
but i cant do anything about them now.
i can only try my best to change the future ahead of me
( which is kinda dark lol )
so yeah..
im still bestfriends with my 4 other darling girlfriends
and i hope it will stay that way forever even after we get married, grow old and die happy.
lol.
ya see?
i told u i have a mind of an 80 year old.
hmmm...
im thinking of setting up a new blog
called: Korean Girl
haha. sounds dumb isnt it. but i have a reason for it
haha. Should i?
hmmm.....
I'll think about it.
Somehow, whenever im in a room of peace and quiet, with my earpiece in my ears playing music that are considered " Old ", i feel the urge to actually write.
Like literally write. all these ideas comes into my head and i want to write them all down and form a story.
Hoever, whenever i grab a pen and book to write in,
all the ideas just vanish.
Is that common? i wonder..... hmm...
Maybe i can become a writer. hahahah.
Now that i think about it, i dont think i wanna create a new blog
I might as well just type it all down here but make it like a sequel.
hmm..
great idea. haha. thanks for staying here with me and allowing me to think this thru...
so bye!~~ am gonna start with the Korean Girl sequel~

new life ahead

2011-04-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

wow. okay so i suddenly remember that i had a blog.
its been so many days and month since i last wrote
sorry to anyone who reads my post?
so anyway.
my first day of school starts tomoro and im VERY VERY excited.
i dont even know what to wear.
i want to sort of get rid of my "jeans and tshirt" image and style
cuz im going to turn 17 this year.
i want to be a new person. a new girl.
a girl is beautiful inside and out.
i dont want to make stupid ol mistakes like last time
i want to be seen as a lady. not just some fat and weird girl.
i wanna try on make up and all but i dont know how to start.
my mom dont encourage and wont be planning to introduce me into that world anytime soon.
sigh.
so anyway. i really cant wait for school tomoro.
so let me give u an update of my life.
actually, there's not much to update. nothing much as changed.
not my height, not my weight(STILL SEVERELY OVERWEIGHT), nothing.
well maybe minor things like my hairstyle and specs has changed.
but nothing else in my life has changed drastically so far.
what a dull life i have huh.
anyways. maybe something new and interesting will pop up after school starts.
new friends, new teachers and maybe one day,
new me

happy start, sad ending

2011-01-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

hi guys and girls who are so bored of their life and thus reading this boring stupid blog~
today was, ( take note of the WAS ) a fun day.
i woke up at around 8 thirty or somewhere near there as i wanted to prepare early to meet nut and sand.
( well i dont want to be late cuz ive been going late to meetings with sandy and let me tell you, it aint a happy ending for me lol~ just kiddin. )
so anyways. i pondered and pondered over what the heck i should wear and thus my room became a huge disaster with clothes strewn like literally EVERY WHERE ( especially my sofa )
and yeah. i finally pulled on a dark blue jeans with a white long sleeve long baggy (sort of ) shirt.
at first i wore a random shirt with dark blue short and leggings but i just couldnt find a top to match it with so i got out of it like THIRTY minutes later with a dark blue jeans.
the same outfit i went out with sandy like few days ago.
sigh...
i DISLIKE wearing the same outfit. i dont know why. i know it sounds bad but i think cuz i feel like i feel cheap if i keep on repeat what i wear. like MORE than 3 times repeat.
so... anyways... yeah.
so luckily for me, i was the first one to arrive at tanah merah station :D
finally im not late ;D kekeke.. i have a tendency to ALWAYS be late ( even at pt work or school )
so yeah. suppose to meet them at eleven SHARP but this time, nutty was late. hehehe.
so i ended up meeting sand and nut at elven thirty at changi station.
we went to burger kings and ate there. nutty and sandy got two SPICY chickens for free as they ordered the tender grill set meal thingy. SO UNFAIr.... but i dont mind cuz i ordered my usual favourite which is the mushroom swiss meal :D yummm~
then we went to coffee bean ( which im NOT a fan of ) and bought drinks.
somehow things didnt go so well there cuz APPARENTLY, the blender broke down and thus we got our drinks with ice ontop instead D:...
Like, so sad right.
OH! nut and me bought a slice of cake too.
she bought carrot cake ( D: ) and i bought cheese cake :D
kekeke
then we went to plane city and chilled there playing monopoly cards.
ohoh. i forgot. throughout the day, me and nut talked about kara and we all talked about katy perry songs and the CANT TOUCH THIS song. it was really hilarious.
then we chilled. la la la .
OHOH! we also went to the arcade and played jubeat WHICH IS LIKE SO AWESOMELY FUN
then we went to tampines mall/tampines one to find pt job and find jubeat but sadly tampines dont have. so sad.
then we went our seperate ways....
not really actually. i followed nut home so we can chill at her place, learn the kara butt dance ;D and then let nut put make up on me. which is like awesome.. thats what i think.
then at around eight plus i went back.
went into mommy and daddy room.
only dad and maid was at home.
( this is the part which made me sad and rotten )
ask daddy how was my new make over,
he just looked at me,
"tsk"
and looked away.
though it was just like ignoring me and ive sort of gotten used to it, it still makes me sad.
i wish he would at least say once how beautiful his daughter is, or how lovely and lucky he is to have a daughter like me. something nice.
this remind me of something.
something he said. which hurt me so much.
even my friends and even my ENEMIES dont say it to me.
well atleast not to my face.
its even more hurtful when someone u really love and very dear to u say it.
something that should be a taboo..
now thats why... today is a happy start and a sad ending for me.

happy~ new~ ^^

2011-01-19T09:00:00.000+08:00

so hi people~
guess what.
ive already submitted my JAE worksheet.
most of them are business/accountancy/marketing related
cuz , i still didnt know what to choose
and my mum said those courses can help me alot in future expecially in terms of making money ;D
hahahaa.
and and im so happy cuz i finally got a mac book~
im literally typing on the macbook.
feels nice.
trying to figure what IS a Iweb and im making one.
i have a feeling its like some kind of blog.
so now im gonna make and then go get ready for outing with nut and sand
byebye people~
Ja neh~

bored and determined!

2010-12-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

so today is a boring day yet it made me determined to do something.
so.. went to work.
work was the same.just not as many people as i have been experiencing so far.
hm.
yeah. in the evening i was doing the greeter.
i had alot of thinking time for me to do.
i thought
ive had enough of it.
im going to lose weight
Fuck it. im so losing all my fats off
im saying and typing this right now.
right this instant.
but the ironic thing is,
im eating right now.
LOL

im back

2010-12-14T19:37:00.000+08:00

hey to nobody~
so i guess ive decided to come back blogging as no one is blogging these days.
i guess the blogging trend is sorta dying as everyone turns to facebook
Even me.
(guilty charged)
so yeah.
many things have happened
i think i shall slowly type it out as i said, many things has happened.
okay.
so...
1) o level has officially ended for the 2010 batch of students (me included)
and yeah. it was pretty easy...
BUT
i screwed up.
yes. i totally majorly absolutely impossibly(:x) terribly irritatingly OMG-ly screwed up my olevel exam
im dead.
if the exam was easy, i bet everyone's gonna get like super high marks while im the only one whose gonna fucking fail all my shitty papers.
i literally screwed it up.
Shit.
im just gonna hope and pray to god(though im a free thinker) that i can get good/satisfying results and not cry and commit suicide on the day i get my results.
shit.
:(...
so yeah...
after o level ive been rotting at home using the lap top to play maple, watch anime and facebook...

2) its strange how before the o level exam, everyone's like planning what to do AFTER o level exam
everyone's like planning to go out and party together and get a job together,
do many stuff like take up language courses and stuff like that. however, in reality, when the holidays eventually came around, everything became bullshit and we're all rotting at home. How funny is that huh.

3) speaking of job, ive finally got a part tiem job and fish and co... well, it is really an experience ive never had before. i was DEAD TIRED the first three days. man, i couldnt even walk properly on the first day but yet i kinda find it fun. people there are nice AT TIMES .. but usually most of the time they're funny and nice. :) . when i got days off, i actually cant wait for the next day to arrive so i can go back to work again. things may happen but i learn from mistakes and stuff. there was one particular day which really embarrassed me. i think it was last saturday.. yeah. i made so many mistakes. i took an order for a particular table and i keyed in the order. HOWEVER, i DID NOT click the send order button. instead, i clicked leave table. WTF right!?!? so yeah, i did not get scolded but i could feel the cold shoulders from everyone. imma really sorry ><... yeah. then i tripped on someone's fucking shoe and fell while i was carrying a tray full of fucking cups and plates and shit. broke alot of things including my skin (arm). so yeah. was so embbarrassing. made a hude crash. sigh. then i got some fucking infection on my toe. wth. from that day till now i havent gone to work yet. but today i accompanied holly to sign up for another job ( pay is higher) ( now im gonna work 2 jobs) and it was at the same place at the fish and co so i went to fish and co wif holly. people were frenly but some made me feel like im still being given the cold shoulders.. sigh.

4) oh. that also reminded me. i think im reverting back to my old self again. i dont talk much, i prefer to be alone at home, im bingeing again, im startin to use vulgarities again(even in this blog post) and today i even went to the mall (after i left fish and co) alone. i used to do that last time. im a fucking loser and a fucking loner loooong ago. maybe it wsasnt my fault but the situation was just fucked up last time. yeah... cant blame me. fucking rascist people . dont know how to respect each other. gawd. fucking immature. but cant blame them. they were all young anyway. so anyway. ive been getting emo ( which equals to eating more and more even till my stomach area is pain) and shitty. feelin so fucking anti social. im also getting super short tempered. sigh. why am i such a weird person!?!?!?.. im always trying to become what other people are, what other people want me to be. when some fucking bastard wants to borrow some stuff like example a pen, in my mind i would be like :" fuck off dude. why didnt u bring ur own fucking pen. fucking immature stupid a-hole matha fucka". but what comes out is :" sure. " with a BIG BRIGHT SMILE. im so weird arent i? like what's inside me is totally different from the me outside. its like ive got split personality? or a devil and an angel in me. shit. im goin bonkers.
5) im fat. i know. im so fat im probably gonna get all sort of disease when i turn 20. though i hope not. i wish not. ill try to slim down. ill try to get healthier. but to do that, dont u think i need support? i dont need some fucking person to scold and fucking discourage me. eventhough i fail and fail and just fucking fail at losing weight, dont u think u should continue to encourage me and not give up hope? this also applies to my fucking education and my fucking life. its like fucking sad. yeah i have friends who encourage me and stuff. im thankful. but after awhile, they;ll be gone and out of your life. friends come and go. hmm.. wat about family? oh fuck! theyve already given up hope. Shit. now how? DAMn. -.- what should i do? hmmm... go on with my fucking life and give everyone the fucking damn smile im so used to having it plastered on my fucked up face. damn.

6) im jealous. not only am i jealous of the physical features, im jealous cuz i miss them. i miss him. i miss all of u guys. but u guys turn out so beautifully ive become one of the ugly weeds in the grass being ignore and snipped away. im jealous u guys turn into pretty and strong flowers and still bunch up together eve after so many fucking years. however, for me, im just becoming some stupid weed and getting cut away. great. fuck. my heart gets heavier and heavier everytime i think of it. atleast it feels slightly better typing the shit out.

wow. even if i numbered everything i wanted to say, eventually at the end of it all, it went like supaa off the topic. lol.

scared

2010-10-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

o lvls are getting nearer and nearer.
one week left
im scared
unprepared for the battle
full of regrets.
wishing time would rewind
to the day when i stepped onto earth
rewrite my whole life

a long time

2010-10-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

wow. it sure has been a looong time since ive posted a post. haha =)
exams are comin and ive made a new youtube account. hmm.. what am i thinking.
o levels are nearing!! AFew more days left. Oh no ><
im dead meat.

what a boring day it is too

2010-08-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

ola!~
today's just a normal day too.
woke up at like.... 6.30?
dad sent me to school..
ladiladila..
i stayed in class the whole time when there was silent reading. hahaha. thats cause i didnt do my homework so i just stayed in class and did my history.
lala. theres not much to post today. wanna know what i did? ( well .. i dont think anyone would want to know lol ).... well... just go see my time table.
well but today's volley ball was fun as most of us got to touch the ball. =).
i finally got involved.
but then at the end the overweight students had to take our height and weight.
my height remained the same. but my weight.... bleah...
LOL. haha
then after recess i went to see my CCA results.
i actually had the chance to get the award but because of my late coming, i couldnt.
but it doesnt really matter if i get the award or not as it is only a piece of paper? or a piece of metal object. =P... but i got distinction. and im happy ^^
the whole day i was like panicking as my name was under the unsuccesful for the CCA awards thingy. i thought all the CCA point that i have conjured up would be useless and wont minus the 2 points of my final o level results.
but after i confirmed with mrs lau, i relaxed. this stupid thing is only for the school award system thing. sian.
stupid retarded school

today and my freggin thoughts of dying O_O just kiddin

2010-08-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

okay. so lets start of with my day.
hmm...
so.. uh.. its like the usual morning where my dumb retarded human being alarm clock wont function properly so end up my real alarm clock also wont wake me up.
I showered and when i was wanting to shampoo my hair, im like.. " wait a minute, wasnt this bottle of shampoo already used up like yesterday? did someone refill the bottle? is this liquid thing really shampoo?"
and i just used it. well... it smelled okay... so i assume it is i guess. =DDD
anyways..... its like a normal usual boring day except that it was a much more sleepier day than usual. no idea why. I just felt like sleeping the whole time. LALALA....
nothing much interesting was today.
oh and during assembly, this YOG guy came.
he was like kinda freggin TALL. but in the end, it was actually like and illusion thing cuz when afew tallest people in our school went up to the stage, he became like, NOT SO TALL.
HAHAHAHA....
but he look older than us by like 5 years? from below. but when someone asked his age, he said he was ONLY 16!!!
im like OMG
NO WAY!
...
anyway
we laughed and crap alot.
but it was kinda boring.
and then after school went to Royal cafe with antoinetta to eat there.
intake ALOT of calories.
got super demoralized.
but tomoro is worse.
there's PE.
i always feel so freggin demoralized and F-ed up after PE. its like super F up.
i hate that subject.
u know how freggin sad it is when ure waiting for someone to pass u a ball but its like waiting for the moon to turn into purple cheese?
yeah. thats how demoralizing it is.
so anyway. this thought came into my mind when i was on the bus going back home. even till now it is on my mind. i feel so freggin moody. always thinking whether i could just skip school? like get an mc or something.
i just wish teachers wouldnt call up the house when we dont go to school
like call up for what !? atleast we can produce an mc. -_-
sigh....
i just hate hate hate PE.
maybe its cause of myself.
my fucked up body.
maybe i do feel like dying.
but i know i literally DO NOT want to die la.
i wish i have like LOTS and LOTS of money to go for liposuction or something
ew..
i even hate that word
its so disgusting. what a disgusting word.
why cant they give it a better name.

Dumb retarded people

2010-08-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

sigh... are people like getting dumber and dumber now adays?
or i just didnt realize how retarded people are in the beginning.
like seriously dude.
okae. shall explain
who in the right mind would say " sigh... i need to go on a diet as im so FAT " to a obviously obese person when you're actually quite thin. and NOT ONLY THAT. some more examples are...
senario 1 =
   person A " omfg!! we're gettin our test results back! i cant wait.... i have this feeling i'll fail =( "
   person B " relax... maybe we'll all pass. you never know.. "
   person A " aiyah... u sure pass one la.. "
both party got back their results
   person A " sigh.... i bet u pass la. COMFIRM pass one... =( "
   person B " I !@#!@$!@# failed. =( "
   person A " aiyah... nvm one. i also fail anyway."
   person B " yah yah yah. u fail by 1 mark i fail by 235 marks. =( "
   person A " aiyah ... still fail anyway. sigh... im so dumb and stupid. =( "

LIKE wat tha Fish? some one fail by 1 mark start scolding themselves dumb and stupid. Does that person actually realize u are scolding the person who failed even worse than him/her? like what the hell. that person can be so dumb and retarded!

sigh.

how retarded can a person be.

Title-less

2010-06-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Last time, being alone wasnt that bad.
Having no friends was normal
Going home alone and straight away after school was heaven.
I didnt mind .
But now it feels different.
sigh.. i wonder why.
I wonder why my life is like thaT?
hm.....
no one knows why their life is like that.
i wonder why... hmm..
i wonder why every year its a different person?
every year they go away.
ever since im born,
Every single fucking year it changes.
WHY WHY WHY!?!?!??!??
cant i have just one lasting one?
why?
is it me or what?
I guess im just fated to have a different one every year for my whole life huh...
what shit is this man...

2010-06-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

I dont know whether this will appear as a picture or not but i hope it does. how do u put picture anyway???

The first two hamsters i got. I wanted to name them chilli and ketchup but my mom said she wanted to name them ham do-ri and ham soo-ni. so i named them that instead. Ham do-ri is the kind caring timid BIG guy. while ham soo-ni is the ultra fierce pretty and photogenic mommy hamster.
They fought alot at first. actually no. ham soo-ni always screamed at ham do-ri and snarl at him. He always run away but come back again. isnt that sweet? well i dunno. i dunno hamster language LOL.

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They got about 3 to 7 babies after that... i forgot the actually number.
they would be given names after i grow older with furs and eyes open so i can really differentiate which is which.

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I gave away many of them... i felt so sad. I think i cried like 2 to 4 days. I get VERY attached to things. i cant help it.

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But ham do ri and ham soo ni i NEVER give away. cause i cant bear.
so they kept on bearing THESE guys.... xDD

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i also had to give THEM away. cause it seems like many dtarted to lose each other's scent and start fighting with each other. its so sad to see some spill blood you know? T_T so i no choice had to seperate and give them away.

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Chocolate slept so deeply he didnt realize he was about to drop off the second level of the cage. luckily i caught him before he really did land

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this is ham soo-ni posing for me gibing me the eye

finally.... i had no choice cause my parents forced me to... to give away ALL my hamsters. T_T
i feel so sad...

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moyonnaise happily eating ignoring the camera infront of her ^^

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they are just so adorable ^^

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chocolate and charcoal eating a big treat together

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the babies sleeping so soundly together

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this hungry baby drinking milk from ham soo-ni.

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ham soo ni and one of her kids eating celery together

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Ham do-ri's hobby is sleeping beside the house. i wonder why.

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next batch of babies

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ham soo-ni hugging the cage while sleeping.

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isnt ham soo-ni pretty?

ive got so many more pretty pictures of ALL my hamsters but i think you guys will start to scold and get mad at me for posting so many pictures and stuff. sorry>< i think i got too carried away. im just so sad even if its like over 4 months after i gave ALL of them away.
i some of the pics by actually STICKING the phone INTO the cage so i can get close shot. haha xDDD atleast i didnt disturb them. they were all photogenic and comfortable =)))

NOTE = to view the pix, u have to copy and paste them on a explorer

I have a feeling.... that today is a bad day

2010-05-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

Before you attempt to read this post, i shall need to warn you
this post will be full of vulgarities and cusses as i had a bad day and i need to release it all.
Not for the faint hearted, pure hearted, kind hearted and clean hearted.
for thos who hate vulgarities and saw this post and feel that its so EEWW and bBLEH. then just go click the long white bar up there that says www.happy-life-maybe.blogspot.com and type www.barbie.com instead. everything happy pink and clean is there for you. ive already warn you. dont come running to me being angry or dissappointed that i used vulgarities.

so..
okay.
first up. i just want to say that i did fucking badly for my mid years.
i mean like i DID study but maybe for some subjects like chinese and english i DID NOT study la.
but the thing is...
i managed to fucking do almost all the fucking questions.
end up today got back the fucking idotic results and i got fucking low scores.
chibai na bei kan nina. chao jibai.
Fuck it man. damn fucking angry and sad .
Then the worst thing is that all the fucking failed subjects actually overpower my passes.
i fucking failed 4 fucking bitch chi bai subjects and only pass 3 .
what the fuck is that sia. so ji bai.
im damn angry at myself .
through out the whole day i look so fucking happy like some moron but inside i keep thinking of fucking dying. like commit suicide by getting into a car crash or something like that.
Fuck!
then i thought that maybe i'll fucking take off for this year and transfer to another fucking school and start sec 4 again next year cause i know for fucking sure i might not make it this o lvl.
so fucking paiseh to stay back where there are ppl u know around u.
damn it.
Shit sia..... how to graduate like that.
Fuck it man..... FUCK FUCK FUCK.
but good thing about today is i no much appetite to eat anything much.
but still.
damn..
i fucking disappointed my parents, myself, my teachers and MAYBE my friends? dont think so.
i dont think anyone fucking cares except my parents and teachers and me.
How tha fuck am i going to show my parents my fucking sucky report book.
damn
i wish i can revert back time or just get reborn again
Fuck this.
so fucking messed up in my head right now.

help!

2010-05-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

im sick sick sick of being fat and big
i wanna be anorexic!!!! someone please help me become one... sigh....

anyways... this whole two weeks shall be chinese intensive for chinese students.
every day will be chinese ONLY.
cause chinese O level test is coming soon
oh and i got back my test marks.
i wanted a B4 or up for my chinese
end up i only got C6.
and actually i was suppose to get 46%. but my oral pulled it up to 51.5 % =DDD
lucky me.
and girl, ud better stop claiming ur chinese is better than mine when i have been getting higher marks than you =P. peace.
jkjk only.
right.
anyway
for the past two days i stayed at Furama River front hotel at haelock road with mum. ham.
inja-imo . leonce and myung kyung.
we went swimming at the hotel too.
i think i turned a shade darker.
shit.
anyway.
their breakfast buffet was awesome. i bet igained weight AGAIN.
SHIT!
i think id better count all the calories i take in and stop eating.
Bear with the hunger awhile and soon i wont feel hungry at all and turn anorexic.
how cool is that.
Shit.
i just read this book on how this girl recovered from anorexic.
actually i didnt read how she recovered and shit at the end.
i just read the front parts on how she slowly became anorexic.
gave me abit of encouragement LOL
though i think its impossible for me to turn anorexic cause im too big and my food temptation is beyond control -_-
FUCK!
oops.
pardon my vulgaritY its a Y not IES cause i only said one =))))
haha
this sucks.
i feel like a fugly shit

so glad? SaD? miserable?

2010-05-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

great..
so uh...
today i sat on my table
took out my chem text book.
started going through and stuff.
few hours later.
scream and threw my text book out the window. =))
just kiddin.
but i did throw my textbook at the window
unfortunately theres bars. =(((
i CANNOT CANNOT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AT ALL!?!?!?!?
am i that retarded ? =_=
watever...
im dead tomoro.
sucks
shit . oops. i meant poop.
FISH BALL NOODLE SOUP CHICKEN WING LAKSA!!!!!!!! <- im actually using those words to replace vulgars as i hate cussing. wait. is cussing the right word to use? i meant uh.... cursing.
but im happy today as i got a new wallet. ^_^
i want a dragon!!!
BAH
dragon dragon pretty please with a cherry on the top???
ksjdfkasfklasjdfklasj
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((sjfpasj
fkajsdfk
jasfjk
sj
ㄴ;ㅓ라;ㅣㅓㄴ미러ㅓㄹㄴㅇ
ㅇ내러
ㄹㄴ엔어랴ㅏㄴ엏랴ㅔㅁ래ㅑㅓㅈㄷ개ㅑ러ㅑㅐㄴ머))
okay. those were just random smashing of my keyboard =DDDDD
ha
ANOTHER THING
WORLD WIDE ANNOUNCEMENT@!!!!! =

i want to go japan or korea or america or australia or europe to stay and study there!!!!!! so desperate!!!!!!! i wanna get out of this micro mini island!!!!!!! >>>>=(((((((

sigh.........
im so happy and sad and crazy and miserable.
POOP

i want = a dragon and to tame it and fly on it
a handphone
thats it.
i want everything new!!!!! i want a new house my new furnitures a whole new life.
this sucks
im really going insane.
BAD HUMAN! SIT! BARK! (woof)
if there was an olmypics for being insane, i think id win a gold medal more than 5 times. =((

exam period

2010-05-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

okay. so... lets start on tuesday.
well... i had english paper 1 and 2.
the first part i did was the letter writing and compo.
i think i did really badly as i felt i did not put in much effort.
but i did put in effort on the letter writing and compre.
i suck in summary so i dont expect much of my summary and compo.
i just hope i will get a B3 and above? ^^
then wednesday.
chinese paper 1 and 2.
well....
paper 1 is also the same as english but in another language...
letter writing and compo.
i guess i did try. ^^ i hope i get B3 and above too!~ ^^
the uh... paper 2....
well....... paper 2 is hard naturally..
but i guess it wasnt as hard as i expected it to be. so i hope this time i wont just get a passing mark, but a B4 and above.
wow.
wats with me and B. i should hope for A huh. xDDDD
thursday.
social studies and emath.
ss was hell. i did not study ... so... yeah
well actually i did ... but only in the morning.
when my dad was sending me to school and in school
was focusing so much on the front part of the chapter of globalisation.
and.... turn out, didnt appear on the exam.
instead it was the back part of globalisation. so.... i flipped.
well.... luckily nad lent me her sec 3 textbook so i had a 2 min look through on population... which was fairly easy as most of itwere common sense.
and thus i did the essay on population.
so i relied on my common sense.
i think i will flunk ss. T_T
i even predicted i would get a single digit.
but guess what! i just got my section A part of the result which was the SBQ which i just rushed through it. and i got 12/25 !! ifailed but only by half a mark and i got the double digit! im glad ^^
well i hope my crappy essay can help save the day T_T
then it was emath paper 1.
it was fairly okay.
just that i didnt have enough time so i didnt do some questions.
but it was over 80 thus even ifi lost 20 marks, i would still get A1.
thus i expect to get an A2 and above. (FYI not counting in paper 2 yet)
friday which is today ^^
uhm.. had maths paper 2 and chinese listening compre.
i did fairly in emath paper 2 . it was super difficult but i think i managed to pull through.
i hope i can get B3 and above for paper two...
i hope that the overall for emath would be A2 and above ^^
then i nearly forgot all about chinesee listening compre and nearly went home!!! luckily yun reminded me.
i guess listening compre was abit difficult. but i hope to get A1 for it hahah... cause i focused alot!!!

blank post if you're dumb.

2010-05-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

so.. uh. yeah.
today's post might be boring for you.
as it is just gonna be some complains and depressing words.
so yeah.
well... you know how overweight people feel when the topic of fat or size comes up.
well... maybe u dont know cause youre not fat.
but i am.
so yeah.
today. i went out.
it was fun and nice.
except the part where body size and fats were mentioned. which is almost the whole time.
so...
they were seeing clothes and she was trying on.
looks really cute on her.
both of them are really pretty.
i admire them
but the fact that they kept complaining that their fat depresses me.
they are thin. i mean slim.
slim enough to be pretty.
they can wear all sorts of clothes.
anything they want can fit.
yet i just stand one corner and look.
trying the very best as i could to assure them that they are not fat.
they are the right size.
i mean standing next to them? i feel so inferior and ugly.
i mean i feel so much much much more inferior and ugly than i already am.
thats sad huh.
i know i know. stop complaining and get your ass off the chair and exercise.
but its hard ya know?
yeah yeah. i bet you're thinking.
OFcourse its hard you dumbass . no pain no gain shit you know? and blah blah blah
but hey. i want to complain. dont read if u feel pissed and irritated.
if u think its that easy. come. i beg of anyone to be my guide or buddy till i lose weight.
always stop me from doing anything that will make me gain weight .
say it rough or nicely i dont care. i just wanna be thin.
anyway. continuing the trip.
they were comparing.legs, stomach ,arms. everything.
i feel so disgusted with myself that i dont want to look at the mirror in the mall.
i try my best not to stare at them too much or they might think im weird.
i so god damn wished im aneroxic.
why cant i be thin too no matter how much i eat?
why?
sigh...
they are so thin and pretty yet they still say that they are fat.
what about me? im too huge and enormous i should lose all hope?
i may sound angry in that sentence but im not.
i actually enjoy seeing them picking out micro mini sized clothes and try them on.
its like pretending im them and wearing all the nice clothes.
that sucks huh.
my wardrobe is so limited.
i even had nothing to wear to attend the night out with the whole class of 4 express and 5 NA classes i just flipped my printed tee outside in and wore a jacket on top to make it look like its a black tee as no printed tees were allowed.
i went.
almost every girl wore high heels and dresses and fancy clothes and accessory.
not me.
i did try to hide and make myself less known.
u know how sad is that?

boooooring day

2010-05-03T19:01:00.000+08:00

so yeah.
practically, it was the same ol boring day.
a day where im suppose to study and prepare for my mid year exam which is....
TOMORROW!
but end up, 5 mins of AMATHS and i flung to the lap top.
i just CANT CANT CANT study!?!!?!??!?
WHY???????
sigh...
then. went to swensons with ham,bren,mom and mama.
ate food. ( duh.. )
bought a new sneaker for me.
then mama and bren went home first.
ham me and mom went to tamp 1.
wasted our time there .
then we went to bedok inter.
ham cut hair.
then head home.
boring huh my life.
like shit.

just now

2010-05-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

sigh.... just now iw atch this movie called
마음이
its about this boy with a miserable and sad life and how it was.
actually it centers on a dog and how it went through its life.
no no...
actually its about this boy, a dog and the boy's little sister.
yeah.
anyway.
its about them la.
very nice and sad show.
i love it.

yesterday was a FUN disaster

2010-05-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

okay... so...
im not gonna blog much today as today, nothing much happen,
just laze the whole day at home either eating, watching movie or stoning.
its 2 more days to mid year and yet im doing all this useless time wasters.
im doomed.
anyway, yesterday i went to malaysia with mom , inja i-mo , leonce and myung kyung.
kinda boring except the food part.
first we head to inja-imo house.
then we took their car to malaysia.
its so much faster taking a car rather than using the bus.
then in the bus, me myung kyung and leonce just play abit and joke around.
let me intro them
myung kyung is arthur(one of my childhood frens)'s cousin.
she came down to singapore about few months ago from korea.
leonce is arthur's little brother who is i think.... 5 or 6. i know that he havent officially start primary school yet so....
yeah.
oh myung kyung is going to seat for a interview and test to see if she can get accepted to secondary 1 or 2.
anyways. continuing our trip.
myung kyung and leonce often quarrel. it really is such a funny sight.
especially when leonce gets pissed. he sulks really badly.
like his mouth just pouts really exaggeratingly.
after a looong drive, we finally reached the restaurant that we are eating at.
its somewhere in Johor Bahru.
the food there is GREAT.
we ate korean BBQ.(sam geok sal)
nice nice.
would want to go back there again ^^
then we went for another looooong drive to a shopping mall.
nothing great there except that it has too many branded shops that we teenagers and child found it boring.
only the mothers found it exciting . sigh...
ohhh and me and myung kyung got lost about 3 times in the mall LOL
got seperated from my mom and inja-imo several times.
after the shopping, we went to eat at this really nice coffee shop along the road.
SUPER NICE!!!!!!!
I MUST go back there again.
then afterthat we went home.
on the way home, it was like about 10 plus pm.
so the moon was already up.
then this conversation came up. it was SUPER funny.
will translate it to english cause it was in korean.
myung kyung : uwah~ look at the moon! its so big and bright.
leonce : oo.. how come the moon followed us to malaysia?
* moment where everyone laughs*
* then myung kyung tried to explain as simply as she could as leonce is only 5 or 6 yrs old *
myung kyung : it is not the moon that is following us.... its earth(us) that is following the moon. oh. no. wait. im wrong.... argh!!!!! i cant explain to you!! when u grow older and attend school, then u will know why. because the explanation is too hard for you to understand.
* moment where everyone laughs again *
on the post, may not seem like its funny. but actually it is. SUPER funny.

today

2010-04-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

ive blogged about yesterday.
now i'll blog about today.
well...
its actually 2 am. so.. only two hours have passed for today.
hhahaha
i woke up at 12 plus cause it was so warm!!!!!!!
and anyway i needed to do my school homework and focus 38 ones too.
i FINALLY completed one of focus 38.
but there are so many incomplete cause its so hard.
from that i can see my lousy standard.
but im not gonna let that get onto my happy mood today.
^^ shall blog about the rest later when the day HAS PASSED.
cause or else what do i blog? havent go through the day yet.
haha.
shall go complete my english comprehension and history 2 ESSAYS!!!!! XDDDD
and maybe the kenya SBQ too.

yesterday

2010-04-29T01:49:00.000+08:00

yep. forgot to post about yesterday,
it was 28 april yesterday.
in the morning, dad sent me to school AGAIN.
cause i woke up late AGAIN. ^^
i seriously gotta slap my self in the morning to wake up.
anyway.
i cant really remember much. but
nad cried nearly the whole day after she found out DBSK broke up.
as in the whole team got disbanded.
i have no idea the reason why.
i feel so sad when she cry as she rarely cries.
so this was what i planned to do.
actually this IS still what i plan to do.
during the weekends,
im gonna buy almost all the DBSK stuff i can find in comics connection
then im sort of gonna wrap and do a board thingy.
then im gonna give it to nad .
so that she can keep it as a memoir of DBSK.
so sad ><
anyway.
i took my nafa yesterday while im suppose to take it TODAY.
but ms chan said if i take TODAY, i willl be counted as the age of TODAY.
which is not that good cause its my birthday and i turn sweeeeet 16. ^^
actuallly thats good. infact, it VERY good ^^ yay me.
but sad thing is if i take nafa today, i will have to do the records of a 16 year old
instead of a 15 year old. which is aibt more easier?
so yeah.
did yesterday.
and as usual, pass all except 2.4km run and standing broad jump.
thats cause im heavy and have no stamina.
hurrumph.
nvm.
not gonna let those pull me down today ^^
cause its my day =DDDDD
oh and ive made a list of who congradulated me. ^^
first = guo cheng
second = carinna.
man...... ive not seen or talk to them for so long!!!! feel kinda happy ^^
i bet its cause on facebook they saw the birthday calender thingy
well... at least they remembered me.... maybe.... xDDDDDD
3rd is my dad cause he went to fetch my mom at the airport. so he became third.
4th is my mommy. she finally came back from genting today!!! XDDD
happy!~~ <3

im back ^^

2010-04-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

great... hello people.
i guess im back to blogging.
uh... i guess alot have happened.
but shant say anything. cause i probably forgot everything.
anyway. um.. update on my life
i have grown ABIT taller. maybe by 1 cm. well .... at least thats a change ^^
as a result of that and eating even more. ive grown heavier and bigger....
how sad is that.
diets are like already impossible for me. i just gotta exercise.
failed my 2.4 many times.
um.... my life in school is pretty hectic.
my life at home is abit haywired.
my life in me is confusing.
kays.
so. my day in school today.
well i guess u can say its normal. actually everyday is normal.
disorganized. lazy. boring. life.
man i wish i was like living in an adventure life. like pokemon or something like that.
hhahaa.
anyway. dad sent me to school today cause i would be late. i cant be late as i might get a yellow beta. once i get a yellow beta, all my cca points goes down the drain.
thats sad. i got A1 for CCA points so i better not ruin it .
next, in school. had emaths. BOOOOORING. kept talking and laughing and chatting with sandra amalia and yun ru. we kept laughing until mrs tan gave us the stare O_: haha. then she made a funny joke on amalia. i swear to my table that mrs tan can make the funniest jokes.
then after that was PE. i think i was the only one who failed my 2.4KM. sad right?
i also wore track pants today because:
1) my PE pants had bird poo on it this morning so.... yeah.
2) its easier to run in my track pants
3) I DID NOT WEAR MY TRACK PANTS THE WRONG WAY ( to ron )
having a brand sign on one side of the pants doesnt mean its suppose to be infront.
^^
then after PE was physics. didnt really grasp anything but i did listened.
then it was Recess. tried to find yun ru but failed.
actually we both tried to find each other but we couldnt. so met up in class.
then it was.... uh.... i think humans? or english?
anyway.
humans was quite okay.
sat with shu yu today and i guess i really did concentrate on mrs lau teaching.
unlike when i sit with my usual group. ~_^ wakakaka
then,,, uh.. english. had a lecture from mrs pereira.
well.... sort of like a wake up call.
i love how she uses reverse psycology sometimes. it kinda works.
chem was okay too. as nadh made so many jokes. especially when she accidentally scrape her paper across a bird poo on vincent's table.
she screamed and we all laughed uncontrollably.
it was really a funny scene.
then she accidentally got some of it on her shirt. funny
she scream and wail.
^^ funny funny.
after that lunch ? or chinesE?
i dont know and i dont care.
next in chinese lesson.
we did a retest on a worksheet so that we can see how much we improved???
yeah.... oh while waiting for the rest of the people to finish their retest,
i was reading this really interesting book on fairies and magicians.
after schoool, me and nad went to tampines to buy her dad a card
and to eat.
after the loooooooooooong hours of choosing a card, we finally bought one.
word of advice to people.
Dont go to tampines 1 basement art shop where there are alot of
really nice beautiful funny cute and horny cards.
it will take ages to pick a card that u want to buy.
then we went to century square to eat sushi...
welll...
the sushi wasnt so great but we sure did spend ALOT of time there.
as in ALOT.
like more than 1 hour sitting in that restaurant.
we sat infront of this guy which nutty there claimed to be "hot" and is a japanese
well... i claimed that he aint a jap.
but anyway we laughed and eat and talk.
i have this feeling that that guy was eavesdropping cause he also laughed.
man we ate till we nearly exploded.
it was reallly aLOT.
then we left.
nad went back home while i went to century square. cause i said i couldnt go home yet as i was too full i had to walk.
i then went home........
showered and went to seat infront of my table and think and ponder on whether i should do my work now or not.
i decided maybe i should do early in the morning cause im super tired.
now im doing this. i should be using this time to study or do my homework. -_-
anyway, im SUPER tired right now and thus i wan to go to sleep..
so...
good night people!!!!!!!

happy eve of CNY!!

2010-02-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE them. why must they all be so smexeh!

okay. i shall skip this morning . later will elaborate on it.

so i just came back from reunion dinner.

kinda weird as my JUNIORS were serving food.

yeah. i said it. some china students from our school were actually waiters and waitresses there.

i was like whoa O_O. but they quietly mouthed the shhh word.

so weird.

they were like.

do you want water? can i clear the plates? .

then when we did the.... uh.... mixing the vege and stuff thingy... the.. uh... " lou hei" thing?

uh... its like you mix some stuff while saying some chinese words then you use your chop sticks to pull it real high up. yeah.

one of the juniors XW did the mixing and saying the chinese words for us.

i tried SUPER hard not to laugh so i smiled.

it was like so funny.

can see he is nervous cause he hit some stuff and trembled abit.

and they TOTALLY didnt look like students la. they wore the restaurant uniform and cause they were super tall.( maybe except the cute little girl , waitress, from our school too ).

so yeah. super akward.

especially when im with my whole family. 0_o

ok.

now shall start with this morning.

okay well. .. uh.... basically, we just watched movies while spring cleaning.

we also pasted some chinese new year pictures on our wall and the front door.

I need to be strong

2010-02-07T20:15:00.000+08:00

so.. okay.,.. it says it all in the title
ive got to be strong in what i do and what i have to do.
recently, there are many events that made me feel like i suck and maybe i should stay invisible in one corner.
but now, im determined to stay strong and ignore what people say or think.
I know my grades sucks to a very low level but my dreams and aim is high
so be it. I can choose to have big dreams and aims even though now it seems impossible.
i'll just stay strong and work extra harder for it.
You can laugh all you want.
thats your problem.
be a pessimist ( dunno how to spell but i'll check it out later) all you want.
if you cant dream big, aint my problem.
think its impossible? fuck off. go get a life your ownself.
not only do i need to be strong in my dreams and goals, i have to be strong to not succumb(not sure if it is the right word. im trying my best to use "big" words) to temptation of giving up or being lazeh. yeah its difficult for me cause im a real lazeh pig. but i'll stay super strong!!!
also, i HAVE HAVE HAVE HAVE to lose weight. thus, today onwards, i aint eating rice or anything related to it. i know its super big challenge to me. rice is my fav food of all ><
stay strong girl!! OH YEAH!
next. recently, ive also been weak towards some people. The way they talk and act just scares the shit outta me. well.... i'll just ignore them for the mean time as thats the best idea. but i know, sooner or later, im gonna face them again ( i have no idea why ). thus, when the time comes, i'll be strong and be a woman ( LOL ) . i'll learn to argue back without stuttering and blah.
ive gotta be strong. right now, theres this hidden and weird fear in me because of something. but i'll get over it, like how i got over the last one. why should i be scared anyway? weird me huh. gosh, i gotta stop shaking right now. okay. deep breath. DONE. i aint scared. maybe. NOOO . i AINT SCARED. WHOO!
haha.,
okay. stay strong meh. GO crazeh

holy cow

2010-02-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

holy mama!~ i realized i havent blogged for so maneh daes.
wahahha
ok.
shall blog now.
its cause ever since school started, im buseh like CRAXZEH.
last night i only slept 5 hours just to finish my maths and english homework.
that is terrible.
i know.
and nowadays, i have no idea why i get so sad and depressed and irritated so easily.
NO IM NOT PREGNANT OR HAVING MEH MONTHLY VISITOR.
hmm..
i wonder..
why..
-_-
i get depressed over my marks so easily,
i get pissed off when people just look down on weaker people when they ask for help.
i have no best friends/ groups anymore.
i only have friends and the akward moments when you just pass by them wondering whether you should say hi or pretend you dont see them.
just a laugh and chat for 5 mins and thats it.
i go back to my seat alone.
wow.
wat a terrific life i haf.
now i understand how some people feel.
i also realized im a very SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY irresponsible person ( even though i knew it since i was born) as i have let some teachers down by giving them high blood pressure as i did not submit my homeworks.
i think i'd better be more responsible and diligent so i wont need to pay any medical bills.
i also think id better stop gorging down food and like chew them SUPER slowly so as to feel full faster and eat lesser.
im like 150% over. im dead meat.
gotta seriously do something.
i dont play sports. i dont exercise . i dont do diets. so how the FISH am i gonna lose weight?
using a knife and cut it off? if it were that easy and NOT painful with blood spilling all over, i would've done it by now. so what the ~~fuck~~ do i do? great. now im pissed off.
what the hella's wrong with meh? maybe i need some sleep.

kinda sad that i dont have support from the people i love most now becaused i let them down. i really wanna say sorry but i know its no use cause ive always been using it it seems useless. i also send the wrong message across as i got mad at them when im actually sad. i understand how you feel but i just seem to get mad at the same time. i wish that right now, you wont give up on me and lose your hopes. after all, im still your blood.

fun day. normal.

2010-01-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

morning. woke up.
smell of vietnamsam just make me wanna eat breakfast eventhough i know im gonna be late.
so ate about 6 mini vietnamsam. I know its ALOT. ><
dad send me n ham to school.
wanted to wait for Y but got chased out of the ladies, so went to seat in ze hall first.
FNN is tha first period. Did course work. Im tellin ya people out there, FNN TOTALLY EJFKSEJFKPLSEJFKWPEJ sux. i mean not to be mean or anything ( i hope no fnn student sees this ). it is super freakin troublesome. 40 pages of coursework? Thats total Shit.
second period was history.
did role plays and stuff.
later gonna prepare the real script thingy. plus some italian words to sort of advance the role play =DD
today was only the rehearsal. Tomoro is the D day ^^
cant wait.
after history was emath. or... was it amaths? i forgot. oh wait. today no maths.
after history was recess.
physics.
today's experiment is fun and Kinda easy once you get the hang of it.
at first me and he jie couldnt read the cross thing.
but after awhile , with the help of ms wang and mr eng,
we could then see the cross.
but at that time,the others were half way through.
so...
yeah..
i was the last ,,,,
AGAIN.
to finish the experiment.
but its okay
^^
after physics was chem.
yeah.
today i did experiments too.
so fun.
i posted the pics on the previous post.
.
then english came.
today had the oral thing. i LOOOOVE mrs santa maria. she is such a fun funny teacher.
LOve that atitude of hers.
after english is LUNCH. boring......
then chinese.
realized ronald is gonna attend basic chinese.
not bad.
heard its super easy.
ronald say this
: " theres this boy who asked a teacher. Teacher!! how to write "you" in hanyupinyin "
the joke is like so damn funny.
anywayssssss......
after chinese was the wretched english essay remedial.
im trying not to hate it cuz i learnt from afew people that uh....
in order to do well and enjoy the subject, u gotta love it first. -_-
we've been writing ALOT this year.
i have never written more than 1 essay in one month in my entire life and this year, this month, ive written about 5 essays. maybe even more!!!
my gosh.
this is crazeh.
after english,
went for band.
i totally sucked.
played like shit man.,...
damn it.
after that, went to ESSO with peanut, Alex and How
bought 1)lo ma kai
2) chilli spicy potato chips
3) hot dog.

walked back to bus stop while devouring the hot dog like mad woman
then alex decided to walk home. UNDER THE HOT SUN. anything. up to you
but i know its a healthy in a way.
shared lo ma kai with peanut and how.
then went on board.
i was eating halfway throught the lo ma kai went bus 14 came.
so i just stuff the other half of the lo ma kai in my mouth
it was like totally STUFFED my mouth up i couldnt really chew or even move my mouth.
i couldnt really breathe too.
its like.
try putting your fist or a WHOLE watermelon into your mouth.
how does that feel. =3=
Then ATE ON BOARD the bus.
first time doing that sia.
as in literally eat casually.
didnt try to hide it or anything O_O.
then, talk some crap.
peanut went crazeh. lol
talk talk talk suddenly can talk about tampons. O_O...
u know whhy?
cuz how put his donut empire on the front of the bus.
then the spelling all stick together.
no spacing.
so it looked like this.

donutempire

...
yeah.
then peanut tried to make up words with it. but i told her to give up =PP haha
then when how read don ut tempire, i thought he said dont ut tampon.
i was like O_O................
hahhahahahahaha.
anyway.
wat comes after this will be uh.......... NC 16? M18? . LOL

How actually asked. you wear tampons huh. I was like O_O
but dunno why me and peanut didnt feel any akwardness considering he is a guy.
actually maybe peanut did feel . dunno lol.
hahhahahahahahaa. let me clear this up to everyone on earth. Tampons are those that you stick it up there while pads are those that u paste it on ur underwear. O_O. said that and also said that... i think only ADULTS wear tampons ...... righht????? O_O

Some pix i found that i LOVEEE them.

2010-01-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

MEOW no bad comments please, ^^ im just playing around

If this makes you puke. dont look. No comments please.

me showing off my chem skills =DDDD notice the arrow with experiment

nut , sand and salleh b4 zoo show start

Me and princess last year b4 eating gelare

What we did in chem class today! so cool right?

I know its thick and exxagerated but i lubb it

The whole thing. sighh...

a close up!! i really adore it

ooooooo that shimmering shiny sparkles!!~~~

EEEK!!!!! that shade of B-L-U-E is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L

love that smile and teeth

LOVE thos shoes.

Dunno if i like the shoes but it looks cool

LOVE tha effect created on her hair!!!!!

This menu is so useful for me ^^

That colour of blue is so handsome.

I love miley!! but she looks weird there.

This pink set also look so cute!

The whole set thingy makes it look so nice

This girl looks so cute! ><

I wan that iphone touch T__T

I LOVE HER IN GOSSIP GIRLS!!!~~~~ <3333

This mascara look so beautiful on the picture

I find that this couple look so sweet and cute together!~ <3

2010-01-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello animals and mammals. =P
today is lucky day for me!~
first off.
i didnt get caught for something
FINE. i'll admit. it was a close shave!~
i returned my library book few days ago and i forgot to borrow.
thus i brought a mini chinese book to silent reading.
i totally pulled it off.
some people got caught though.
shhh...
dont tell on me.
><
here's the secret you guys,
when you dont have a story book,
try to pretend you are reading so engrossly that you lean towards your book.
you hair that will fall infront of your face and your arm that your head is resting on will conceal the book and make it seems like you are reading.
wahahhaha
im smart.
i know.
but i wont make such dangerous mistake EVER again.
i just borrowed this book called chicken soup for the girl's soul
a book only a GIRL can read. =D
haha
does it sound wrong? =P
hahaha
anyway,
yesterday i had practically for chem, totally didnt understand wat the heck i was doing .
today chem again. but no experiment.
didnt understand what teach was teaching.
im gonna die in chemistry =(
i need someone who can help me.
i thought that maybe Y can help cuz she appear smart in science and maths.
but turn out the opposite.
kinda sad.
like resemble someone else.
dun get wat i mean? nvm.
im evil, T_T
its so hard to ask her questions.
though sometimes she can teach but those are rare moments.
anyway,
hmm...
during fre period,
was left alone again.
sitting at the back of the class, listening to music (not suppose to), alone, bored, doing nothing but learning to draw hands in more detailed way.
To Ronald if you ever read it.
You see, i dont always have a group to be with okay. Hanging out with a bunch of frens for awhile doesnt mean you're IN the group. The end.
yeah.
hahhaa
i guess i somehow feel like im back in primary school.
this is what i want to tell you (her)(only i will know who =D )
Hey, you seem to sound like a good person. Actually you are. but the day when you tell me something, i realize, why cant you accept it then? why does it seem like i didnt care? you too. I didnt dare to say this to you at that time because i was worried that you may think im just trying to argue. but this was what i wanted to say. You also ignore me sometimes. You just dont know. You claim i ignore you at times. well, i didnt know. We aint that close arent we? You hang out with different people, i hang out with different people. so how can you say that i ignore you. I think you are totally misunderstanding me. I dont ignore people. unless ofcourse if they are bad to me. But hey, you arent. I wish you can actually read this so that it can clear any problem you have with me. I dont want to say it infront of your face cuz im scared you'll cry or think that im trying to argue with you. I dont want to make you sad. but what you told me that day was really saddening for me. I dont know why you say i ignore people just cuz some better frens came into my life. Well, guess what, Yeah, i am ignoring some people right now, cuz they ignore me too. And maybe you're talking about my previous best fren thing in 2009, i dont seem to hang out with her anymore. Well, i seem to hang out with Y more now, you wanna know why? its NOT cause i found someone more cool or better. its cause something happened between us. So, can you STOP saying im ignoring people? you know what? right now im feeling very sad and vert angry. i really feel like cursing right now but i wont because you are a really good friend to me since sec 1 and i dont want to ruin this friendship. I just wish you can stop misunderstanding me and dont judge me by looking at the situation in your point of view. You dont know the whole story? then dont assume stuff.

I passed my test!!

2010-01-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

remember yesterday i wrote that i felt so sad i failed my physics test,
well.
turn out, the teacher marked something wrongly.
i was suppose to get it correct.
so after gettin the one mark,
which means i will get 9.5 marks. she said she would round off. that means i'll pass!
yeah!!
hahaha
im so happeh.
atleast i didnt fail.
><
i'll have to work harder! hwaiting sal!~
anyway.
hmm..
ok.
met y in school, then i complain some stuff to her.
wahahhaa
kinda funny complains.
then,
went to the hall for silent reading.
im suuuper lucky cuz i didnt bring any books for the silent reading, when sudddenly i was reminded that mrs lau wanted to see the class commitee for a short meeting.
kinda fun and funny.
when i said i was abit deaf, i actually meant it.
im sitting at the far end!! the surrounding was so noisy and thus i couldnt really hear. hey people. try sitting at my seat =3=....
i wasnt suppose to seat there. vincent just suddenly came =3=. curse youuuu mr vincy.. =_=
ok.
im lame.
anyway it was fun. =DDDD
next. went to FNN class at lab.
it was time to start doing our coursework A.
did some stuff.
the internet was suuuuuper slow! it was so irritating
i waited 15 mins and yet the page cannot load finish.
in the end, the whole internet hang. -_-
lucky is just internet. NOT the coursework.
anyway i do save my course work every few mins. Just to play safe ^^.
after that was history. mrs lau was kinda mad.>< cuz i didnt hand in the blue ws thingy for like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long.
i really dont know how to do it and i didnt have the time to ask around.
-_-
excuses excuses. yeah yeah. thats what you're thinking right?
f.i.n.e
anyway
im not satisfied with my history test result.
oh wait. i dont think it was a test.
yeah it was the holiday homework.
yeah.
i only got 31/50. im glad i passed but.... borderline marks.
i bet kathy and ronald had like 40+++ ><
i wished my english was as goood as them.
kath is a genious.
i wish im as smart as her.
she's so good with all her subjects i admire that.
why is life so unfair >><< hahhaha
xD
maybe my next life i'll become smarter?

my hands!... T_T

2010-01-19T04:38:00.000+08:00

weee......
its already a new day. time now is 4;38 am.
i actually woke up at 3:30 am just now to do my english essay.
i didnt know i would take like 1 hour.
i just finished it.
this time, the essay, i did try my best.
i guess i followed the format and stuff from the english enrichment.
i cant believe it.
cuz i didnt really follow the enrichment.
actually i didnt really listened.
yet i did listen.
weird huh...
i hope i'll get good marks for it. ><
bless me LOL.
my shoulder is still aching.
my wrist is still aching.
my whole hand is aching. =3=....
i thought it was suppose to be the thigh and leg that aches.
but now they arent.
maybe they are but i have no feeling to it cuz my shoulder and arm and wrist and hand are aching even more.
i dunno.
sigh.....
xDD
anyway i cant wait for school later.
Y is okay now and coming back to school.
i wont be alone anymore ^^
weeeeeeeee
혜정아!~ 화이팅!~

tiring sad and fun day

2010-01-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... this is actually purple cabbage with fish ball that turn into purple colour and egg that turn into blue colour, all because of the purple cabbage. it was cooked by one of the jira brothers.

ok. so basically, it was a normal day =))
um....
went to school, realized "yvonne" xD did not come to school
had PE, and it was sooooo tiring!~ yet so fun.
felt abit lonely today.
school was normal as usual.
but the PE, make me feel like its so fun
yet at that time, i felt like puking.
maybe no one noticed or anything, but i bet my lips and face was very pale and my cheeks were either super pale or super red. anyway im invisible in everyones eyes.
then after that i went to alex house.
some fun stuff happen and some sad stuff happen.
became depressed and emo.
but at interchange, i called yvonne, and pour out all my thoughts.
after that i felt happy cuz she was willing to listen carefully to every single word i said and made remarks and her opinion that soothed me down. by ALOT.
Im really thankful.
atleast i know someone who knows the whole story.
i really dislike people who jugde other people by their cover.
and i also dislike people who just comment on someone's flaw without knowing the whole story.
let me just say, people are all ( as far as i know ) reasonable whenever they do something.
im a reasonable person, what ever i do has a meaning to it.
i dont just randomly do something just cause i have a sucky atitude.
you know,
im not that sucky till im that bad.
i dont just randomly insult people.
i dont force people
i dont throw away my frens when they need help.
ive been listening to you whenever you are sad or angry.
ive always been your listening ear.
and now this is what i got.
i felt really really sad.
i may look like im wasting my time, but im not.
im thinking
im just deeply thinking.
anyway, thank you Y, im very very happy. i feel like the super ultra heavy stone in my heart has been lifted. sigh...
but right now my right shoulder super tired. the back area. ... its super pain and tired. ><

i love x-men!~

2010-01-17T16:07:00.000+08:00

근석아~ 사랑해

hello again!~ post two posts today. this and the one before.
anyway.
ive finally done 2/3 of my maths homework.
gosh! i could've have done it on the day i received it but because of the english enrichment, i didnt.
by the time i reached back home, which is like 6;30, i have to shower and have dinner
it will be 7;30 by then.
i will also be dead tired.
sigh.
i didnt give in any maths homework so i guess i made mrs teo very dissappointed.
but dont worry mrs teo! i WILL not do it again!
i'll be a good student =)
so yeah.
i have to start looking for tuition.
man! ive got so many things to do yet im using this lap top.
sigh.
i guess i;ll limit myself for one hour use after i study and stuff like that.
u know,...
i gotta relax too....
just now , was watching x-men origin = wolverine
was watching with meh daddy , it was SOOOOOOO AWESOME!
so totally cool!! i wish i was like wolverine or like one of the special team
i wan sword to emerge out of my hand
i wan super human recovery speed.
i wanna swing knives so fast that i can cut and dodge bullets.
it was like sooooooo cool!!!!! EEK!! and the actors are good lookin too. hahaha
but wat catch my eyes most is the powers they have.
its like WOW...

a new start =)

2010-01-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

its a new year already. 2010.
ive decided to change my blog .
start of a new year = start of a new page in my life.
ive read back my post on another blog on onsugar and realized so many things have happened.
many people have changed.
people cant be 100% perfect,
many people's heart got broken ( maybe but i know 1 person did)
everyone can be a bitch sometimes
but you cant change someone totally.
you gotta accept how they are.
thats their nature.
you cant change it.
i realized who my frens are. maybe.
im a floater again.
i suck.
i may look happy at all times.
but like wat morgan say,
you may not really be hapy inside.
anyway.
im gonna put all those behind me.
if possible.
and start anew.
if someone hate me cuz of my sucky atitude ,
too bad,
get used to it. you cant change me so try changing yourself?
im selfish, stupid, hot tempered, and etc...
but this is me. ( i know i sound like ris low )
i can change.but not 100%.
i'll have to be good this year.
trying.
but currently failing.
as isabella had mentioned she feels like she can cry easily this year,
me too.
i had never felt like crying because of a small test .
but few days ago, when i failed my physics small test,
i felt so sad. i felt like im gonna die. i felt like my tears were gonna pour out.
but ofocourse it didnt.
cuz my smile was stuck on my face.
imagine someone smiling and crying.
that'd be weird.
im so used to smiling everywhere i go not caring how i really feel.
anyway.
i got 8/20.
i did studied.
maybe thats why i felt sad.
its sort of like my first time to study for a test but failed. so... yeah.
i failed my chinese too.
i better stop failing!!! this year is my important year.
im gonna get all As.
i dont give a damn if you're laughing and thinks its impossible.
even my current closest friend thinks its impossible.
thats sad.
i know.
i wished i got REAL encouragement.
instead of me giving the encouragement to people.
ive always been doing that but got none in return.
why?
i have no idea.
maybe cuz its the saying,
good things always appear invisible.
maybe i said it wrongly. haha.
anyways,
enough of this emo crap.
as mrs pereira said ( my gosh im quoting so many people today )
I WILL GET A FOR MY ENGLISH(aka other subs too)
I WANT AN A FOR MY ENGLISH ( aka other subs too)
GOOD MORNING MRS PEREIRA ( aka my new life , a new day, a new start)
i think currently, mrs pereira is my most favourite teacher.
you dont like her? its your own problem. aint mine.
okay...
end of post i guess...
i should be studying now. ><
maybe.
NOO!!! no maybe!! it must be MUST

Changed

2009-10-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I've changed my link/blog/wadever

its now...

www.shugar-ella.onsugar.com

I know! No useless comments please.

I'm a girl too. A girl's gotta to what a girl's gotta do.
A girl sometimes gotta follow her heart.
you know?
ok. maybe not. anyway. shuddup and go to that link without any thoughts in your head

2009-09-26T19:08:00.000+08:00

yay! blogger is back to normal again =D
now adays dunno why i feel so lazeh..
haha actually im always lazehh -_-
LIFE IS STILL SOOO FISHING BORING
i want to go on an adventure! i want to try out something new! i want to experience happiness for more than 24 hours! i want to go around the WHOLE WORLD..
my life is always fake and repeating.
wake up. go school.make people smile or laugh.get scolded by teachers.go home.eat.play.sleep.study(if can).
i feel like im in a never ending roll of old movie film where everything is SUPER boring.
i feel so fake too.
i dont feel like the real me.
the real me is so different that its impossible to imagine.
well i guess it might disappear one day.
and then i'll become the new me. =)

2009-09-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

holy mama!!!
tomoro school is starting and i still havent do all my hw!!
ive been wasting my holidays off on useless stuff =3=...
so sad...
sigh
im evening wasting my time on writing this blog...
xDDDD
hahahaha
this holiday is like kinda fun LOL
enjoyed myself THOROUGHLY!

BITCH

2009-09-09T19:16:00.000+08:00

hello~
wow i havent been posting for sooooooooo long!
xD
sigh...
its wed in ta one week sept holiday and i havent even touched any of my homework.
-3-....
im currently watching tha drama "style"
im so inspired to work harder.
xDD
the guys are also hot LOL
aha
=+=
anyways.
me n kc promised to NOT go out again till after our eoy yet we still go out lol
T^T
life is still so boring...
haiz...
its gonna be the new me next year.
im so gonna surprise everyone next year.
teeheehee...
my secret plan.
sigh..
but i cant keep looking at the future.
i gotta look at my life NOW.
i gotta start doing my homeworks and stuff.
geez.. tomoro i got dental appointment.
i hope mrs lau will be in school so that i can get my report slip.
so excited...
i hope i can get atleast 3As.
=d
i did work harder =D ... xDDDD
ok..
maybe not..
lol
anyway
gonna go start doing my hw... i hope. =D

p.s = i know my blog the picture got something wrong.. i lazehh to change. xD
maybe will change it after eoy when i "got" the time ^^

2009-08-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

today's a goooood day. xDD
1) my dad surprise everyone by showing us a really nice van! a better one than the previous. then he send me to school. the van is so nice and cool!
2) i managed to memorise everything for my history test.
3) got back my physics result! 42/50 !!! its a miracle!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDD
4) nothing!~~
LOL>..<

2009-08-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
my hamster gave birth to 5 cubs! XDDDD
im an aunt!!!!

2009-08-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

another post again today..
i feel like today is seafood day.
i keep eating seafood .. except for breakfast.
i woke up at 7:59. texted yi and sand for so many times yet no reply.
finally at 8-9 plus they reply.
am suppose to meet both of them at tha library.
ate cereal then play audi awhile then watch nodame cantabile live.
after that prepare to go meet yi at tha library.
sand couldnt come cuz she is sick.
met yi at library then cuz got no chair and table so we sit on the floor.
ps. Carpet floor.
did some brain racking maths sums where both i and her cant do xDDD
then went to find a place to eat.
at first we tried kfc. but cuz Q so long so we go long john silver.
ordered the same food as yi.
the toilet there no mirror.
=_=
then after LJS, i went back home to prepare to go to violin class.
i took a bus there.
reach tmall at around 2:30 plus plus.
went to mini toon to see if i want buy anything nice.
nothing.
so went to art box.
i bought some pens and pencil which cost like 3 dollar plus?
crap.
i spent alot.
then went to yam for class.
paid the fees fist.
then still go abit time.
so i bought polish cloth for my flute. make it shinier =DD
as i wanted to use nets, i worry less than 10 dollars cannot.
since the polish cloth is 9.90 , i add in a small music note eraser.
after that i went for class..
its like soooooo fun.
then after class met up with bren and gu.
bought tako pachi < ofcourse its ham and cheese flavour> and soya milk with pearl.
then went home with them.
they drop me off then i went up the lift.
all the while in the car, me and bren were like playing " i spy with my little eye ... blah blah blah"
at home,,, ehh..
i arranged wat i bought then tried to start on my revision for history.
suddenly i realized, i didnt know what to study for history. =_=
texted about 4 to 5 person.
every 15 mins, one person will reply back.
so long. =_=
so yeah...
then went to dinner with dad mom and ma.
ate pepper crab clam and more clam.
gosh im like soooo full.
and guess what!
the place/hawker/restaurant/food place is actually called. : No Name Restaurant.
haha.
no name.
=_=
okay
...
then after go home....
watch this awesome cartoon called coraline.
so cool and scary xDDDD
just watched finish.
thus, am blogging.
i want to post the pics of watever i bought but the thing is...
where is the post picture sign?
everything... all the tools aare gone? so.... i cant post anything or even change the colour of the words.

2009-08-13T19:22:00.000+08:00

today was okay i guess...
i think im gonna start blogging daily again. < I THINK ONLY > xD
in the morning, prepare for school .. blah blah blah blah.
told myself im gonna change my self for the better.
im gonna be polite to everyone. i aint gonna use vulgarities < unless in a very severe situation>
im not gonna say shuddup to anyone even if im joking. < unless im immitating someone or immitating a slang>
im gonna give way to people < try my best to do that >
im gonna be the new me.
the girl whos gonnna study hard , get good grades, make my parents happy.
i'll start anew.
watever past things that happened, im gonna erase it all. < except happy memories >
yup! thats my new self plan.
it was all thought when i walked from my home to the bus stop.
reached school.
mdm ro say that the exam paper is changed so that we dont need to rush to learn a new chem chapter 10.
as our chem class had so many exchange / replacement of teachers, we all had to like try our best to adapt to the new teacher
.
all the teacher's method of teaching were different and some of us could not get used to it.
the teaching method we could adapt to best was mango. Sadly she transferred to another school.
anyway.
after that had to go to bball court to assemble as i did not bring my termometer on NDP day.
after that went to class.
first period was amaths. i think.
xDD
learnt new stuff about the tang sin cos thingy
.
im so worried one day i might forget everything that was taught.
anyway.
then.. history i think....
history was okay...
learnt more about hitler's ability < oops i mean recap> and why hitler was able to rise to power.
next.
I forgot.
then blah blah blah..
skip skip skip
i guess my day was same as before. just that something occurred that sort of stirred me abit.
okay.. dunno if its abit la.
then during HWC, we did the tangerine jumping thingy.
it was kinda boring.
then good news came.
no more HWC activity!!! XXDD
kinda happy .
now i can go home early. woots!~
haha.
thats all.

2009-08-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

what the HELL IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER!
cant post pics.
cant change colour
blog is so shitty

2009-07-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

okay.... something is seriously wrong with my comp.....
i cant post pics. i cant change word color.
its like my screen right now is 80% blank. and the place where im typing this now is just at the small left bottom corner.
wth is wrong with the comp.?
virus?????

2009-07-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i last post huh...
( okay la... not realy that long )
everything's like changed.
no one is the same person i know when i first met them.
i think i prefer the "past" them.
i prefer the "past " me too.
gosh it feels kinda sad thinkig about how much fun and up and downs we had last time.
we were one whole big family with FUN ups and downs.
until we all got seperated. until more people came into our lives.
i seriously DAMN missed those happy times.
when we all ate tgether. sat together. accept each other.
instead now..
some of us cannot accept each other. insult each other. misunderstand.Fucking hate each other.
worse of all.
change.
...
i wish time can actually rewind.
i especially miss those people who left ( as in transferred out :D)
nah..
i miss everyone.
now i have problems talking to them
i dont feel as comfortable as before.
i dont hear the usual laughter now.
i totally seriously miss 1EA.
it feels so weird ,sad and different when i walk past anyone i know without a smile or hi.
its as if i dont know them anymore or they dont know me anymore...
I hate that feeling.
class 1EA was the first class in my life to make me feel like everyone is a family and there is no specific group like chinese go with chinese or malay go with malay.
its different.
we are all one big family.
in my primary school, there were many groups.
i HATE it.
i fucking hate it.
now its happening again.
right now..
i wish that all of us can go out together.
only .. ONLY us.
i seriously seriously miss those days.
Life Sucks

2009-06-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

hoorah~~!!!!
me and my hamsters are making progress ^^
okay..
in the mornin.
i woke up like.. around 10 +..
i sat up on my bed and was like thinking.
was i dreaming that i have hamsters or do i really have them
so i FLEW to the kitchen ( its amazing i didnt fall down the steps of my double decker bed)
and there they were.
sleeping so cuddly at the corners of the cage.
they look so cute. hahhaha
okay..
then the bad thing was...
THERE WERE SEVERAL RED ARMY ANTS CRAWLING IN AND ON THE CAGE!!!!
it was so scary ... ( i hate and dislike and am afraid of ants.. i know.. =_=)
yeah
so i ruined their sleep and put them into some small bucket. ( empty bucket!! NOT WATER FILLED BUCKET!! )
they started NOT getting along AGAIN.
so i seperated them
ham do ri looked so frightened.
poor guy.
ham soo ni was just eating away happily enjoying herself -_-
so yeah..
i "renovated" the cgae so that their life would be much easier =D
then finally i put them back into the cage.
they look soo blur and didnt remember anything.
then i went to have my breakfast and STARTED doing my chinese homework
i know...
its a miracle i started doing them
xD
3 chinese compo/letter.
yeah.
then i brought the whole cage into my room
i didnt know whether they are fighting or wat but i sure know they SQUEAK and SQUEAL alot.
i got worried that they might fight each other or something like that so i thought maybe i should either release or give away or give back the female hamster.
do u know..
the male hamster when he first time set his feet in the cage, he was like sooo hyper active and stuff.....
but now he is like so depressed and easily scared always.
T_T
so sad.
BAD ham soo ni....
go and make ham do ri scared out of his wits.
but then sandra persuaded me to like maybe give them a chance or something like that.
give them more time to be frens.
and
she is right! ^^
they are okay with each other now =D
they even went up to the second level and share the house.
oh yeah!
one funny thing
while climbing throught the slide up to the second floor, ham soo ni got stuck in the hole
i guess she's became a little too chubby. ( though she was only bought yesterday O_O)
weird huh
maybe im giving them too much food.

2009-06-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

okay...... my whole post was gone.
i aint gonna type it all out again!!!
so long.
wa lao.
damn pissed off lor

2009-06-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

woo~! lucky i caught the last mrt. =D
wakakakaka..
okay
lets see...
this mornin i woke up at..... 7:40
(i know im exact ^^)
so... yeah.
its MS SNG'S BIG DAY!!!! ^^
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
( i mean MRS LAU xDD)
so..
in the morning i was suppose to meet he jie, holly,kc,reagen and cai zhuang
no late-ness
i EMPHASIZED on that too..
but alot of "problems" came up so end up i met he jie reagen and cai zhuang.
actually he jie reagen and i took the same mrt.
i was with he jie only at that time and i DIDNT realize reagen was on board too
( LoL )
until we both step out of the mrt then he suddenly was infront of us
then he say he can hear my LOUD voice from like few people away in the MRT
( bleahs )
then we wait"ed" for cai zhuang
.
okay
so we all FINALLY met. except holly and kc
then we went to WALK to the church.
then saw KC.
i SCREAMED at her cuz of her "problem" this morning.
and the funny thing is....
she wore this high heel.
WHICH SHE CANT REALLY "WALK" AND "BALANCE"
xDD it looks ABIT too big though...
wakakaka
xDD
okay
yeah
then we went in
met like SOOOOOOOO many "FAMILIAR" people.
most from ms sng's (aka mrs lau)'s church.
yeah....then
went in......
skip skip
then FINALLY ms sng came
its like she is in this really B-E-A-UTIFUL wedding gown la...
then she slowly walk in with (i think) her dad.
i felt so happy for her that TEARS OF JOY almost came out ! ^^
it was kinda touching.
WAKAKAKAKA
okay... so these are the pics i manage to take. kekeke
oh gosh!~ he kissed her cheeks. it suppose to be on tha lips dude! i bet he is shy xD
i hope she wont kill me for taking this pic xDD

its like soooooo touching T_T

i feel so extra xD... wahahahhaa

okay...

so after the wedding,

me holly kc cai zhuang reagen go white sands

we went to the arcade and WE ALL played DDR.

haha. kinda fun

AND TIRING.

then holly went bak first.

after that KC reagen caizhuang me continue to play other games

like racing games and bball.

we were all like DEAD TIRED.

kc went back.

then reagen cz( call him cz cuz its so irritating to type his looooooooong name) me go walk around

walk until dunno where to go.

so we go to the AIR CONDITIONED kopitiam and sit and chat

chat chat chat

chat for 1 HOUR!!!!

then at 5 we all take train go back home.

i was suppose to meet kc and holly at 6 for swimming.

then i changed it to 0630 pm

then suddenly kc couldnt go cuz her mom wont let.

then left me and holly go

i guess i was like late and i reached at 7 >_< color="#ccccff">holly...

im really sorry...

then kc suddenly called me.

she found this flyer job thingy.

but it was like quite late so i really couldnt go..

im also really sorry kc..

i dont mean to not go ..

so sorry.

then i went swimming.

swim swim swim .... the water DAMN salty sia...

i wonder why

xDDD

somemore theres like soooooo many people.

we kept "almost banging" into people.

kinda annoying!
they are like just STANDING there.

why cant they stand at the sides! GOSH! people are like SWIMMING!!!

thats why i HATE public pools...

i wish i have my own private pool

that would make life sooo much easier...

during the swim, me and holly swam to the "glass-holes"

its a term i use to call for u know at pasir ris down town east the shalley swimming pool, on the floor and wall got some glass panel thingy that shows people down stairs at the entrance other people swimming.

yeah..

so me and holly like started to try wave at people.

it was unsuccesful until a little boy looked up and saw us waving at him xDDDD

then he told his mom. his mom saw us and they both waved. then more people saw. then me and holly paiseh so we swam away from the "glass-holes".

oh yeah! there was this one guy. he took out his hp and it looked like he was taking picture .

me and holly just DOVE at high speeed away from the "glass-holes".

wat an ass hole!~

after swimming we went to FIND THE SHOWERS. =_+

we sort of didnt know where it is.

haha

okay =_=

we found it in the end.

while i was like about to shower my mom called.

she said it was late and i should be back home.

she called at like... 0920 pm only!!!!!

its like still okay time...

=_=

then we walked to the bus stop.

the jorney to the bustop was KINDA tough for us cuz there were like sooo many delicious looking and smelling food stalls/stores and me and holly were like so tempted.

we also met haidatul on the way.

then we tooked the bus and went to holly's house.

FANNY FORGOTTEN ME!!!!

she kept barking at me..

im like sooooooo sad... T_T

i like used to pat her head . i even showered that doggy once...

now its like... all over T_T..

boo hoo hoo..

oh! and holly's mom's food was really really nice!

thanks for the meal.

i really enjoyed it.

when it was 1040, holly sent me to the bus stop. (isnt the sweeet ^^)

then i take bus to white sands and from there i CATCH the train and went back home.

kinda spooky on the way but i guess its alright. xDD

guess thats ma day today.

sayonara!~

p.s : is it me? or does "glass-hole" sounds abit obscene xDD

2009-06-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

okay... lets start by this morning at 2-4 am.. =)
i didnt sleep till 3-4.. woke up at 10 am.
in the EARLY hours of the mornin i was chattin with bella and
fixing this STUPID blog.
finally its done >_<
I LOVE CHIAKI SAMA!~~
=_=
okay im going crazeh...
:D
anyways....
i got woken up by the stud door bell
someone kept DING DONGING our door
i woke up by it and realized no one was home
i waited 5 mins. may be that person will give up
=D
i didnt really give a damn whether it was one
of my family members. =D
cuz REMEMBER. NO ONE was home. =D
except me .. duh....
so i dragged my self out of bed and open the door.
it was my little brother =_=
then i just dumped myself on my parents bed and mess up their perfectly made bed =D
i rest awhile trying to FULLY wake myself up.
that damn kid was using the lap top when my dad came back HOME
from where? i dunno.
i forgot wat hapened next.
O_O
great.
i forgot wat has happeneed
jeez my life is so darn boring
=_=
nowadays i dunno why my stomach hurts like crazy!
3 days alredy still hurting
i wonder why.
life SUCKS

a really looong stupid quiz =_=

2009-06-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

tha quiz BEGINS...
1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
- eh. fore head?? xDD

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
-yet another day in my BORING life

3) Who was the last person you talked with ?
- talked to as in directly or indirectly? directly = mom ;indirectly= deciding whether is isabella or eric

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
-nah... dont think so

5) Would you donate blood ?
-nah, im scared of needle.

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?
- uh huh

7) Do you want someone dead ?
-not really. not right now. =)

8) What does the last message says ?
- i cant spend anymore money T.T

9) What are you thinking right now ?
-Tamaki Hiroshi is SO CUTE AND SO HOT

10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
- nope. dun think so..

11) What time you went to bed last night ?
- how would i know. -_-

13) Is someone in your mind ?
-yes. im "dressing" up bella for ms sng's wedding

14) Who was the last person you texted ?
- KC

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .
1. isabella

2. alexandra

3. jeremy

4. cassandra

5. ern

6. holly

7. candy

8. sophia

9. katherine

10. serena

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
-it should be christian ba O_O

17) Is 3 male or female ?
-male

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
-i think it would be....... akward

19) What is 1 study about ?
- i dont understand the question but she just finished her physics workshit

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ?
-at the play max event thingy

21) Is 4 single ?
- dont think so

22) Say something about 2 ?
- she is nice to hugg.... xDDD

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
- definitely NOT a good thing. one will kena hurt mentally for SURE

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?
-i cannot imagine both of them fight xDD. both are such an angel

25) Do you like 3 ?
- sometimes. but sometimes i wanna KILL him

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:
-water

2. Last phone call:
-KC

3. Last text message:
-Nope. i Gotta use watever i have. I gotta spend wisely and use wadeva i have.

4. Last song you listened to:
-nothing

5. Last time you cried:
-yesterday xDD

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:
-no

7. Been cheated on:
-no

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
-no

9. Lost someone special:
-no

10. Been depressed:
- YES ( finally a yes -_- )

11. Been drunk and threw up:
- no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. anything
13. everything
14. nothing

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:
-yeah think so... but i forgot her name =)

16. Laughed until you cried:
-yeah.usually with my mom or sandra

17. Met someone who changed you:
-not yet i guess

18. Found out who your true friends were:
- not yet YET

19. Found out someone was talking about you:
- not now. NOT EVER ( i hope)

20. How many kids do you want to have:
- maybe 2 or 3

21. Do you have any pets:
-no but i WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!!! T___T

.22. Do you want to change your name:
-yes yes YESSSS

23. What did you do for your last birthday?
- go through the day in school as usual

24. What time did you wake up today?
-11-12

25. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-snoring

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
- get ALL As for all my exams =D

27. Last time you saw your Mother:
-just now

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
-my physical features =D

29. What are you listening to right now:
-the tv showing..... i also dunno...........O_O

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
-Nopee

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:
-No aircon in the living room. its soooo FREGGIN WARM

32. Most visited webpage:
-mysoju.com

33. Whats your real name:
-Sim huei ching sally. shim hae jong.

34. Nicknames:
- sal. shelly. Oi. A. hae jong

35. Relationship Status:
-single and lluvvin it

36. Zodiac sign?:
-taurus

37. Male or female?:
-female

38. Elementary school?:
- fengshan primary school

39. Middle School?:
- chai chee secondary T_T

40. High school/college?:
- ehh wat exactly IS middle and high school?

41. Hair colour:
-ULTRA dark brown

42. Long or short:
-Short T_T

43. What do you like about yourself?:
-um..... nothing?

44. Piercings:
-my ear. i wanna do another pierce on my ear again =D

45. Tattoos:
-noooooooooooo waaaaaaaay

46. Righty or lefty:
-Right???

FIRSTS :

47. First surgery:
-dont have and never want to
48. First piercing:
-when i was primary 5 or 6

49. First best friend(s):
-sophia

50. First sport you joined:
-none. not yet

51. First vacation:
-korea

52. First pair of trainers:
-O_O

RIGHT NOW

53. Eating:
-nothing

54. Drinking:
-water. ( dunno wat kind xDD)

55. I'm about to:
-answer theeese questions

56. Listening to:
-tv. ET exclusive.

57. Waiting on:
- for these questions to end

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:
-maybe

59. Get Married?:
-of course

60. Career?:
-surgeon

Which is Better ? :

61. Lips or eyes:
- Eyes i think

62. Hugs or kisses:
-hugss....

63. Shorter or taller:
- Taller duh..

64. Older or Younger:
-older duh...

65. Romantic or spontaneous:
-it depends

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:
-hm.... depends on that person

67. Sensitive or loud:
-NONE

68. Hook-up or relationship:
-wats the difference?

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:
- wats the meanin?

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger:
- no

71. Drank hard liquor:
-no

72. Lost glasses/contacts:
- no

73. Sex on first date:
-NO

74. Broke someone's heart:
-no. dont think so

75. Been arrested:
-NOOO

76. Turned someone down:

- no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:
- sometimes

78. Miracles:
- yeah.. sometimes la

79. Love at first sight:
-yes

80. Heaven:
-yes

81. Santa Claus:
-OF COURSE

82. Angels:

-yea

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
- NO

84. Did you sing today?:
- i think so

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:
-no

86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
-1994 when i just born

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
- 1 Jan

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
-no

89. Posting this as 90 truths?:
-uh huh

90. Love yourself?:
-depends

FINALLY I END THIS

2009-05-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

some photos i took in the trip to the science discovery centre. enjoy ^^

i drinking alcohol!!!! XDDDD

look at the MANY ribbons

guess which finger is mine

class pic. sadly the GORGEOUS facilitator is not in the pic T_T xDD

TADAA!~~

2009-05-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

hwello!!~~~
im bloggin again~ ^^
lets talk about today ( duh.. -_- )
todae...
woke up at .... about 7.30 i think.
cuz i have the key with me so i need open the band room door.
today got band performance at the bedok library.
went into band room, organized the cupboard. SOOO MANY scores to arrange.
sian
then slowly one by one the band members all came.
we practise ABIT then went for the library performance.
i felt like it TOTALLY SUCKED.
i think i losing my embrochure alredy...
i just CANT blow properly. i know my fingerings but when i blow , the sound just CANT come out properly. always got the shhhhhhhhh sounds accompany with the sound.
so at the library i only played some parts.
T_T
then after that when back to school.
then after that go jeremy's house with yongsu.
DAMN HE'S PET DOGS : ( dont blame me if i spell wrong xDD ) ah-gerl and Mini : ARE SO CUTE~!!!!!
then after that shirley came...
we went to jer's room to slack awhile then went to the basketball court
play ABC.
i at first always miss ( cuz i long time nvr play bb liao )
then slowly SLOWLY "SLOWLY" start to progress ^^
quite boring and the sun also soooooo scorching hot. so i went bak first.
now. im at home.
typing in the blog.
useless thing to do yet im still bloggin -_-

2009-05-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

WEIRD atwell face

me and wellwell

uncle kena caught

egene is CROSS EYED

atwell me and KC

awell alex and KC

say cheeeeeeeeeeeeese

hippopotamus weird face change?? XDD

2009-05-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

yo! haha. ok. its amazing im updating my blog now. xDD
ok.
guess what,
last night i didnt sleep at all.
ALL THANKS TO THE HAZELNUT LATTE.
-_-
until now not even a single sleep.
but i dont feel tired at all.
haha
ok
some GOOD and BAD news.
boo hoos.
today is mostly checking our exam papers and takin our class photo.
okay
here's my result.
chinese. - 56/100 ( i passed and i reached my targeted goal which is 50 ^^)
physics. - 25.5 / 50 ( i passed and i also reached my targeted goal ^^ its a miracle)
em - 74/100 ( ITS UNBELIEVABLE! its the first time i got A for my maths xDD)
am- 39/100 ( WOW i expected that )
chem- 32/50 ( okay with it )
F&N - 17.5 / 100 ( !!! x_x)
history - 53. ( i expected at least 60+ T_T )
ss - 70/100 ( ^^ )

as u can see.
my F&N is the lowest.
me and sandra is thinking of whether we can transfer to art class.
we're gonna request from the VP.
we totally SUCK in F&N.
then after that at 1 plus we had english oral exam
im doomed.
i screwed it up too.
T_T
than band.
everything was a mess.
untill mr tay came then everything more organized.
atleast can play some stuff "properly"
b4 he came everything was realy a TOTAL MESS
then after that band finish then went to walk with alex back home
half way we saw....
...
KC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and atwell ^^
omg
omggggggg
i miss kc soooooooooooooo much
we hugged took photos then we ate
she took bus 10 back home.
thats ta end of my day.

p.s : i took some pics for kim yeri.
im gonna go send her the pics now. she's in korea studying in high school.
in the next post, im gonna post some pics.

2009-05-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

ok. great. im back to blogging. sigh
hello all~ ( though i wonder if there is any "all")
exams over.
i screwed up all the tests. so im expecting really bad results.
-_-
ok
talkin about today
well
i went to little india with holly jarah and benson today
cuz we're suppose to take some pictures of indian cultures and stuff like that.
its some JC competition where anyone below 18 can take part.
so yeah
..
ehh
we walk here walk there under the HOT SCORCHING sun.
no photos taken.
we phailed .
our feets were all fishin tired so we went to look for a mall.
which took us like almost 1 hour to find
and that mall sucked big time
i didnt know malls had NO food courts
and its rEALLY old.
gosh
we suffered alot.
im never going back there again
then we went to city hall.
ate J.CO.
first time drank hazelnut latte.
its really nice
but too sweet though
and we had 2 FREE donuts.
yay
xDD
then me and holly left jarah and benson alone ( to give them some"private time" ) XD
we walked around then went to macs. both of us ordered chicken student meal with sprite.
because i had one donut and latte, after eatin half the burger, I felt FISHIN FULL!
but i ate everythin la.
sobs
then went to find some b'dae presents for he jie and sandra.
but the things are like SO FISHIN expensive.
T_T
so i couldnt buy anything.
i'll give them some other time ba.
so.. yeah. thats wat i did.
then went to lavender to meet my mom while holly went to bugis to meet HER mom
HAHA
both of us went to meet our moms.
-_-
ok
not funny
.
then went home
lalala
some photos.
p.s : i owe atwell ice creams cuz she won me in a bet. she called pastor mark bangujengi which means a person who farts alot and always. and i said i thought it meant dumb dumb which is actually babo. so i asked my mom. and atwell won the bet sobs... xDDD

my food at J.CO

Don't this picture look mysterious and scary??

wat do you think i look like. O_O. i look blur blur

me and hui wen long time ago lol

me~ ^^

me and holly when we were going down to the mrt today

2009-05-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

aint bloggin anymore till exams are over and till i sort some stuff out

2009-04-15T20:18:00.000+08:00

haha... ok... i admit
my blog is DEAD. lol
ok
pass few days ive been lazy. stressed. hardworkin( xD ? )
today i got angry with a fruit person
so pissed off lar
the whole class talking and that freaggin ass must point me out say i should shuddup or she'll not teach ANYMORE
wtf !?
i didnt even talk.
=_=
so freggin pissed with that freggin shorty
...
anyways
this friday is mie 2.4 km run,,
wooo...
im so excited =_=.// wow./..=_=
nothing much happen to me nowadays except gettin stressed up in school

2009-04-07T16:22:00.000+08:00

haha..
i have finaly decided to blog
ok
let see
this are what happened during the non blog days
1 ) fringe got snipped away becuz of someone in particular.
2 ) Our band had COP on 1st of april. ( It aint a joke T_T )
3 ) got really depressed.
4 ) caught a bad flu from my little brother
5 ) hong kong students came and i spread them my flu disease =_=
6 ) my flu got alot worse
7 ) missed two days worth of maths ( so now im gonna die cuz i wont catch up )
8 ) i just recovered today

9 ) am suffering from depression becuz of the bad hair cut yesterday ( DAMN STUPID IDIOTIC DUMB HAIR SALON! SHE JUST ANYHOW SNIP MY HAIR OFF AND WHENEVER SHE COMB MY HAIR SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO " ACCIDENTALLY " HIT MY EARS ! >:( )

10 ) gonna miss band session today cuz im too depressed to go and i JUST recovered a few mins ago.( wouldnt want to spread my flu to u all )
11 ) now im getting VERY VERY SUPER DUPER UPER EXTREMELY sad cuz 1. im not gonna attend band session today T_T . 2. my hair is driving me crazy 3. im gonna be soooo damn freakin embarrassed in school tomoro ( related to my hair issue)
12 ) feel like dying any second
13 ) SALLY HAS OFFICIALLY DIED OF GOING CRAZY =_=

2009-03-21T12:28:00.000+08:00

walalala.....
hello who ever readins e post,,
im gonna blog about yesterday and today ( till 12 )
ok
yesterday
yesterday...
ehh
let me think..
=________+...
cant remember..
...
..
.
yesterday..
mornin meet venus at macs.
both of us didnt wanted to qeueue up the loooooooooong qeueue
so went to school
reach at 1 SHARP =_=
nobody there yet
only jeremy
then wait few mins. stephen came.
so we 4 went to SPC buy some food/drinks
afew seconds before 4 of us walk towards the gate ( b4 going to SPC)
erica finish lesson
then actually not suppose to go SPC but we still go lol
=w=
then buy liao then walk back.
lala
quite boring day eh
then..
half way we all receive message from erica saying one min late one push up
then 4 of us walk even slower =)
reach music room then saw not everyone there
did punishment then go back sit
warm up-ed
sir came
warm up-ed somemore
thenn
i forgot
=_=
i think band practise as usual
alex didnt turn up cuz she had infoccom activity
sobs
ok
AH!
i remember
the rockology
quite fun
haha
the thing i worry is
when tuba swing the instrument...
...
i still wanna keep my head ah
-_=
aiyah
normal same day
thenn
after band,
went to parkway with yongsu and erica
ate ayam penyet.
the chili there was DAMN DAMN VERY EXTREMELY ULTRA SUPER DUPER UPER spicy as usual.
yongsu sweat alooot.
erica only touch the chili =_=
i was about to tear becuz of ate alot of the chili lol. had running nose
haha
ok
=_=
then went to parkway walk around abit
then went home
yongsu say he dropping off at school
and he is afraid of the dark
=_=
erica cant accompny him cuz different way
so i took bus 48 instead of 196
haiz
he's stilll a kid =_=
okay
overall today.
today the day VERY boring .
life is just goddamn boring la
today
today
did noting much
woke up
on the livving room comp
watch this jap drama
while eating break fast
then
after that practise the violin for the first time this 2 months lol
=_=
cuz later have lesson.
suppose to be practising every day
but
..
lazy ^^
now im much much much slower than the others in class.
=_=
ok
then
,.,,
oven some pop corn
ate while readin some books
then now
boggin
see how boring it is =_=

2009-03-18T10:04:00.000+08:00

welllos~!
hehe.... so many pics hua?
hm... sorry not been posting.
ok
lets see if i can remember anything
ah!
band camp
2 days one night
first day was a total disaster as the camp clashed with parents meeting for sec 2 and 4. everything was a mess
then the alumnis took over
very disciplined
but some people didnt like them
end up many people show atitude to them.
then. at night
wa seh
damn fun
hmm
some of the girls.... ( okay la maybe all xD)
went over to the boys room to watch kungfu panda.
then watch half way dunno who came in the room screaming mdm heryani(teacher incharge) is coming
so all the girls run and hide
i was hiding behind i chair LOL :P
then mdm heryani talk talk talk.
suddenly i think she spotted someone.
then slowly one by one we all stand together and we all go bavck to the AVA together.
haha
me and joyce couldnt sleep
so we stayed awake
at first we try to force our selves to sleep.
then end up cannot.
then we run around everywhere.
saw stephen and yongsu
then we all crept around trying not to be seen by mdm heryani, nicholas , eric
LOL
damn funny
then i did the most weirdest thing on earth
to lie on the school floor outside the AVA room
so weird la..
its like we trying not to be seen while we pass by the staff room
LOL
weird
damn funny also
then after that.
we went to meet stephen and yongsu next to the PE room
wah
we all cannot sleep
so we planned to do something
WAHAHAHA
went to the small _____ one
cannot _____ over
so went to the main ____ one
then we ______ over
ahahaha
u fill in the blanks ur self
then final got out
LOL
quite fun yet exciting
quite scary yet not scary O_O
lol
haha
i wanna do that again
then went went
realized we all no money
but stephen got 5 dollars
so we buy some stuffs
then went back
half way yong su "OUCH"
then rest awhile
then after that go back
wa seh
they all got so many imaginations sia
wat if ____ is waiting at the _____
wat if we all kena _______
wat if wat if... everywhere wat if
at that time i should be feeling worried. but i didnt :P
LOL
i didnt feel anything
not even scared if the police pass by see us
+_+
then ______ back the main ______
then went to the boys room
yong su feel sleepy
so he sleep
stephen and joyce olso sleep
not literally sleep la
then i think yong su brought over his sleeping bag
open it up big big flat flat
then joyce yongsu stephen all squeeeeeeeeze on the sleeping mat
lol
quite funny la
then i just sit on the chair TRYING MY BEST TO SLEEP
but i failed in the end
then yongsu talk so loudly make joyce and stephen irritated'
then all three start to argue
suddenly
eric say shhh
we didnt realize
he was in the room sleeping =_=
then we al continue laugh and argue
then he say shuddup la
then they all sush yongsu
then finally
eric last word : shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
=_=
haha
then i went over to the threesome
and sat nearby
then
kian ann woke up
he looks so funny lol
he cross his arms and walk towards us
so FUNNY!!! xD
he look so funny i mean...
hahaha
ok
then he strangled stephen then he went back to sleep
then after awhile eric woke up.
he went out the door
wa seh
me and joyce so worried he might call mdm heryani or something like that
so me and joyce peep out the door
he didnt
okay
lucky us
then after that me and joyce went back to the room
we tried to sleep
i woke up 1 hour later.
i rEALLY REALLY couldnt sleep
it was soooo damn freaking cold la..
i borrowed my jacket to farzana cuz she got cold sick
haiyoz...
*_*
then wake up...
i forgot wat happened after that
then we went for drill
wah
so strict sia
then after that breakfast
then practise practise...
then..
going back home time started rainin until so damn heavy
so the whole band wait below the music room(under the shelter)
then after rain become weaker, me and venus walk to bus stop
in the bus
i didnt realize i fell asleep
when i woke up, i realize everyone was gone.
no aircon on
and the bus driver was sweeping the second level of the bus
then he saw me and say
" eh? why you heere? sleeping ah. "
i said :" oh. haha yeah... sorry ah. just came back from camp ah.. so very tired"
then quickly went down and walked home
so mum
then said hi and went to sleep
LOL
so tired
then...
i forgot.. xP

2009-03-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

thats the end ^^

me and little brother.. he's the one with the short fringe

me, little brother and cousin

sigh... i miss those days...

me and cicak. im the one with the frown and cicak is the sweet angel smiling ^^

me and cicak again ^^

wa.. stupid camera!! >:(... my face.. T_T

i have no clue why im lookin at cicak >_<

i love you cicak~ ^^ huggs...

cicak and me from 2008. no much difference LOL

2009-03-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

more coming up!

the cream me and wife third ( sandra ) made looks delicious!!! XD

heheh.... all of them caught offguard. ^^

me in my F&N costume ^^

the sponge cake me and wife third made .. hurray!!

me with the sponge cake

close up on sponge cake LOL

me with half the sponge cake xD

CT kiss!~

everyone busy with their F&N practical

wa seh.... same pose

CT and mey mey

wow.. so hardworking sia... cheyy

nut with the what-you-got-problem-with-me stare

sir and cicak after the mlbrosia performance

first try of making the chinese new year hamper... failed..

aww.. dont jeremy and jie yi looks sweet together? >w<

cicak sleeping.. kekeke

the final out llook of the hamper... PHAIL>..<

me and cicak's shadow.. xD

hehe... me and puteri eating at gelare... haha. i ccaught her off guard.. ^^

me and wife one (puteri ) share waffle... this is how it looks like in the begginning

this is how it looks like in the end.. hua hua hua xD

me and wifey one b4 eating waffle ^^ we're both hungry...

wifey one saying : " okay! im done eating"

me and wifey one VERY VERY VERY FULL!!!!

me suffering becuz of the fullness!!! >_<

me and wifey's one hand..

wifey one's feet and my feet. mine's the sneaker and wifey's is the colour ful one

wifey one and cicak are muscle women.. ho ho ho

heheheh...

everybody doing their stuff

im the only one doing nothing but taking pics LOL

me and cicak. cicak looks sleepy..

mine and cicak's feet. mine is the sneaker. cicak is the white one

cicak pose!~

sweet wifey one.. hearts

cicak trying to be buddha??!?!?!? O_O

2009-03-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

some stuffs i found in my phone....

oink oink!

wad dya think this is?

this is wat i call artistic =D

everything made of candle! >_<

a heart shaped water puddle!! ^^

my grandaughter eating lolipop and throwing a tanthrum.. *_*

my daughter in law wearing a tie..

wat a coincidence!

my young junior going mad

yum yum... u know? its all mini sized actually..

those are hash browns.. xD

im hungry now T_T sobs

i just cant bare to eat such little cute stuffs xD

its kids meal!! XD... the plate olso so cute..

this tea pot looks DAMN cute la... so tiny...

hehe... a white pouch i bought... im in love with white stuffs... i have no idea why..

tha cute tea pot again ^^ see my reflection.

its a litlle green frog keychain plushy. i hung it on my phone =)

keke... we walked without shoes! guess which is mine xD

2009-03-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

oh god...
ok. time for me to resume the bloggin mania...
eh
ok
i'll blog about the camp
day 1
went to multi perpos court to esemble...'
wa seh...
my bag is like DAMN BIG AND HEAVy...
looks as if i going to the jungle or something like that ^^
then....
saw the people..
i mean our facilitators....
ok.
3ea facilitator is titus.
the crazy man.
ok
all of us went to play some games..
blah blah blah..
aiyah
boring la
then went to sembawang camp
i realize i been there b4
=_-
ok
eh
im bored
nothing much to post
except that we were given LESS THAN 5 mins to go bath (which includes going up to ur dorm and gettin ur stuffs and queuing up for the toilet )
so wat the heck right!?
then
after five mins
a lady facilitator will climb up the sink and watch u bathe
WTH?
so irritating
but i showered before the lady climb up the sink
ahaha
pity the rest still queueing
...
seriously if the facilitators want us to shower faster she shouldnt so that lar..
it'll just slow people down lor..
we can SUE them sia
!!!'
ok
next..
i got bitten by blood suckers more than 10 times!!!
wa seh!!
the mosquito replellant like no use sia
..
ok
nothing else happen
except that siti and mey went hIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH

day 2

nothing much
i forgot to apply sun block today and i had major sun burns...
=_=
im currently black now...
sad
so sadss...
T_T
ok..
had Gala night
it didnt go well as i had expected...
this camp is so NOT the best ive been to.
ok
no offense here .

day 3
nothing to say about the camp
except that my cargo pants kept dropping non stop.
i forrgot to bring a freggin belt!!
thenwent to manjustri sec for band echange
it was llike
EXTREEMELY SUPER DUPER VERY UPER MUCH ALOT OMFGLY embarrassing humiliating and pai seh!!!!!!!
dunno why sia.
i just couldnt play right
i have no idea why
i was like so fine in the music when i practised but when i went to manjustri.
i sudedenly lost my embrochure.
forgot my fingerings.
forget to breathe at the right places.
somethings wrong with me =_=
i feel like dying
it was totally embarrasin
i wan to dig a hole and bury my face.
i wan a paper bag over my face
i wan to go home
=_+
then went bak home
tugging at my BIG camp bag , tugging at my irritating sleeping bag and tugging at my dropping pants. =_=.
i think we're definitely gonna NOT get silver or bronxe,,,
( NOTE: i didnt say we're gonna get COP or gold or gold with honours so means we can get any of them )

2009-03-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

ok.
this post is for today =D
hmmm
ok..
first up..
woke up at bout 6:10 i think
aiyah,...
in the morning is usualy routine
either bath or just brush teeth and wash face
then pack bag
then go off
...
today no lesson
actually suppose to have F/N practical.
but it was cancelled.. T_T... so sad...
boo hoos...
then today got money saving pprogramm thingy
then blah blah
i like most was the how to look good one
so damn funny la
then the rest is boring boring
went home reaaaaaaall early
then watch boys before flowers korean version (drama)(got jap taiwan and korean vers)
omg
im so sad for geum jan di and go jyun pyo.. T_T
omg...
ga eul's guy is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!
haha
im goin crazy
xD
....
then..
went to gran ma house to use the piano practise cuz at 7 got piano lesson
in the end
i went to piano lesson 15 min b4 it end
-_-
cuz i didnt know my gran ma house the clock 15 mins SLOW..
-_-
hah
then went home
thats all..
boring ol me..

2009-03-02T19:56:00.000+08:00

hello all..... =)
i shall blog about yesterday yah?
01 March 2009
ok....
in mornin,..
i woke up really eaaaaaaarlyyyyy...
about 6 plus ba...
should be.
then went cycling at bedok resevoir ALONE.
HAHA
it excercising ^^
ok
then.
quickly cycle bak home cuz gonna meet wife number 1 at vivo
suppose meet at 1 but end up meet about 2 plus plus cuz she woke up at 12.30
haha
then..
i just walk walk walk..
i blindly walk every where untill i realize im lost.
then se sign board, i realize i from vivo walk blindly to harbour front centre.
hahaha
-_-
ok... thennn....
lalal..
walk walk.
then sat down
LOL
ok
then finally..
i met wifey 1..
then. went to burger king ( which we FINALLY found after walkin round and round vivo -_-)
and ate meal numbner 4.
haha
i still can remember.. haha. mushroom swiss burger with frenchy fries and coke
then...
wifey 1 said N was cute
LAWL..
okay la..
haha
then eric and nit came.
wait for wifey eat finish then we go carls JR cuz nit and eric wan eat
then nit buy. nit eat. eric steal nit food
haha.
ok
then.... eric went to pick jeany.
then,..
oh.
i forgot
julian olso came
and
i fell in love with jeany in first sight.
or something like that la...haha
i want her be my wifey number 4 lol...
puteri : wifey 1
sandra : wifey 2
sana : wifey 3
jeany : hopeefully wifey number 4
=D
=P
ok
then walked around viv
then went to catch a movie
we watch k-20
its so similar to heiress of phantom chief with 20 faces (anime)
then
i died half way through the movie
hah
it was alredy 7 +.... i had taekwondo at 8. so ..
haha
but after that kena revived again
haha
got lecture talking from mom over the phone
but i wasnt listenin
LOL
i know im a bad daughter. =)
ok
after movie, jeany went bak first. ( i miss her now)
then me wifey 1 julian nit and eric wlak and went to kopitiam cuz they all hungry.
then me and wifey 1 left first
she go bugis meet her aunt.
but i go home T.T
sad
i love my mum lotz ^^

2009-02-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

I screwed up 84% of my teenage school life

[X] Gotten detention.
[X] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[X] Gotten suspended.
[X] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 4

[X] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[X] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[X]Turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 3

[] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x ]Passed notes.
[X] Threw stuff across the room.
[X] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 4

[ ] Pulled down the Fire Alarm.
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took Pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.

Total : 4

[X] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[X] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 5

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[X] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[X] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[X] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 5

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework

total: 3

MULTIPLY BY THREE : 28 * 3 = 84%
Tag 10 of your friends.
whoever is readin this post
Then Repost this & put the Title as "I screwed up 84% of my teenage school life".

2009-02-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

oh god..............
my life is getting suckier and suckier...
( if there is such word... )
btw...
some people complain to me say my blog is like very the.........
not like blog..
i dunno
i think cuz they using something else besides internet explorer...
please people...
dun use mozilla or wadever crap to view..
best viewd with internet explorer yea?
ok.
so..
no some bad news...
I F-ing failed my english and A maths!!!
OH FISH FUNGUS FOOT
argh...
sucks la
ok
start of the day
woke up at ... i have no idea and i dun care
skip skip
then reach school
woa
they close gate so early today
-_-
ok
skip skip
aiyo today very boring la
as usual
the same as every single other day
haiz
ok
means i have nothing to blog about
god my life is so boring
ok .
im randomly complaining
wadever
blahb alh

2009-02-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

weeee.....
haiz...
nvr blog for so long
KAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKAKA
im going crazzzy...
sigh
common test is HERE!!!
OH NO
=_=..
yes im going crazy.
ok
today...
nothing much happen la
hmm
today CT english paper is CHAO EXTREMEMLY VERYVERY ULTRA SUPER DUPER UPER...
hard.
=_=
felt lke dying when doing the paper
it was about mac
u know..
MCDONALD!!!
and it made me hungry
HAHAHAH
after test / exam, i asked first wife whether she wan go eat macs...
haha
she say i crazy
cuz next day have history and F&N test havent even start studying..
actually i currently typing this blog ah,,, wasting my time ..
suppose to be START study now..
-_-
im even talking dunno wat BAD SINGLIISH...
=_=
man..
i HATE STUDYING.
who likes it anyway...
im bored tired and "Stress'!?!?!?
LAWL
this is such a crappy post
=A=

2009-01-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

yo!
sorry ive not been posting..
xD
this year ah...
sec 3 life is so freakin BUSY!!!
argh...
-_-
anyways..
i think im going bak to old self again
yyay!
ok..
not now
hmm
today
in mornin
i woke up
blah blah blah...
went to pp meet puteri and mey.
to go to mey house to do the hamper.
then
suppose to alot of people go one..
end up...
3 of us only..
wa
in the bus, gossip-ed with puteri and mey..
then
in my heart..
i was like thinkin
OH MY GOSH!! I CANT WAIT TO MEET FELITA!!
SO LONG NO SEE HER LIAO!!
KEKEKE....
after LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG journey on the bus, finally reach mey house
saw fel
keke
missed her SOOOO much.
>.<
ok
then
then then
did the hamper
today
i quit golf
am quite happy la
cuz my arm so short cant play golf well
xD
LOL
then did hamper the whole day lar..
at first it looked like a piece of crap.
then
start to nice nice...
then
in the end
it looked like a piece of crap again
-_-
in the end, it was like a patient from a hospital bandaged from head to toe.
-_-
i'll post the pics tomoro...
then then..
hang out with mey and fel awhile...
then went to century square
meet mom , ham and his two frens
went clothes shopping??
( which was terrible at the start becuz all the clothes i saw were CRAPPY )
i hate shopping for clothes.
it sucks when you're overweight and cant wear anything
-_-
soo.....
ham and his frens left...
mom FINALLY brought me to shops which i like
my mom wasnt quite happy with wat i chose lar...
i got a pants and t-shirt
ok la
not that simple
hmmm
i dunno how to describe leh...
ehhhh
i can only say it is NOT wat a girl should wear
blah blah blah..
its actually male clothe.
>.<
i chose severall male clothes and tried them on.
finally
i decided a " shirt " and "pants"
(which i bet my bro will be overcome with jealousy and wants it)
=D
...
i dunno wats with me..
-_-
im sooooo cross dressing
wtf
-_-
i feel so much more comfortable lar
-_-
ok
-_-
---------________________--------LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
then then
went home
LOL
i'll post the pics of the hamper. and clothes tomoro.
sleeepy...
tomoro japan students going my school then i need perform in band
blah blah
gd nighty..

( guess im returnin to my old self which i guess is GOOD )

2009-01-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

today went for taekwondo grading...
gullp
...
hope i paass o....
then went for golf ( arthur joined)
then went to eat out back steak
( me mommy ham arthur and arthur mom. )
then
went home
took heights
OMFG!!!
from sec 1 till now...
i stayed the same freakin height!!!!
ARH!!!!!!
im like telllin the whole world wats my height...
pleade dun make fun of me yeah?
my height is....
154 cm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like WTF!!!!!
from 12 - 15 years old still same!!
WTF WTF WTF!!
then my little bro,
11 years old = 166 cm !!!!!
12 years old = 177cm !!!!
WTF! so UNFAIR!!!!
then now he 13 years old... = 178.5 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTH!?!?!??!?!??!
im sadded...

2009-01-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

thhis is holly's doggie... meet fanny you all!! ^^

dog : *stares.....
me : *stares back......
me and cobey having a staring competition...

cobey doesnt wants to return the toy!! >:D

hey cobey... give me the toy yah????

me: cmon cobey.. give me the toy...
cobey: * backs off NO WAY!!!

i love this shirt and jacket... T.T

heehee.... this is me with my golden extension....

aint holly look pretty?? sigh....~... * stares at her for 1 hour.. xD kekeke

i stacked pillows and bolsters on my little bro while he is sleepin .. kekeke

THE BEST HUMAN FOOD I HAVE EATNE IN MY LIFE!

as im bored i'll post the rest of the pics from my phone ^^

2009-01-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

Mr han yong su looks blur blur sotong.. haha

wa... yong su seriously playing the guitar o

alex doing punishment... xD kekeke

are they holding hands?? ^^ kekeke xD

alex looks soooooooooo CUTE!!! nyan~.. xD

waa... alex playing the guitar... hmmmm~...

eto..... O.ooo

oooo... proffessional sehhh

alex: POLICE! raise your hands!
yong su : arh!!!!

me: ahh~....* enjoys the music
alex: =D

gwahaha.... that violin is MIIINNNEEEEE~!!!! GYABO!!!~

what do you think im doin?? trying to grab her violin or what?? xD.... kekeke

hyaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... go dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

both : " i wonder how to play this thing... O.oo "

ehhh.... O.ooo

2009-01-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

02 Jan 2009!!! ^^
hehe... today woke up at 5.30 am~~~
kekke
first day of school ^^
yay....
went to school..
rejoice with my fellow ~~sec 1~~ sec 2 sc.. ^^
kekeke...
huggs here and there...
ok ...
lets see....
ronald and katherine permed their hair!
haha
xD
then raz is much slimmer now.. ( no fair.. >.< )
then go hall...
im kinda sadded that every one is in diff class now..
sobs...
then our new principal talk talk talk
then ms lim talk talk talk...
haiz...
talk so much...
then after that go back class...
i sat ALLL THEEE WAAAAY ATTT THEEEE BAAACK.,...
and anis is the chair man
ade vice chair
cai zhuang treasurer...
me welfare...
im gonna do all the house work.. T.T
oops
i mean "CLASSwork"
hahaha...
then school ended...
i went for early band...
finally alex went for band!!
i missed her so much
after band, alex and yong su went to my house for dinner..
after dinner, we sang and take pictures with weird posts...
hahaha...
it was fun.
and yong su kept going up to the top of the double decker bed and touch the ceiling...
weird yong su..
ill post some pics ^^

2008-12-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

konbanwa all!! ^_^
im gonna blog about today and my thoughts.
hm...
this mornin, i woke up at 11 something
i didnt realize my hp haad 11 missed calls and 6 messages from venus.
i was suppose to meet her at her house at 10.45..
==
aw..
i was late..
i over slept.
i messaged her back and apologized...
i told her i would treat her for lunch.
today i used a cookie pictured bag.
sort of like plastic bag.. but its not a plastic bag.!!
met her at bedok inter phone booth there. then went to macs
i didnt treat her.
i met alot of our primary school frens.
ate,.....
oh! and my throat HURT LIKE HELL!!!! its like so pain when i swallow down my food..
even swallowing down my slyva is painful too.. =.=....
then went to band.
met yong su in the bus.
we ( me venus yongsu ) went to band together.
yun zhong , jeremy , amirah , sayfun , haniff were already there for band.
then we set up and warmed up . ( as in practise our instrument)
yup..
then sir came..
he voice sounded weird...
either he's sore throat gettin worse or better...
i dunno la...
band band band..
seniors didnt came today.
the manjustri guys didnt come today too
( lucky me.. phew! or i wouldnt be able to play properly... )
then..
after band, a group of us ( nicholas , eric , venus , amirah , yong su , sayfun , haniff and me ) went to SPC.. <- the petrol station...
they bought food except me and venus.
i dunno why venus didnt buy..
i didnt buy cuz my throat was supper duper uber PAIN!!!!!!!
argh...
then we sat at the back of the petrol station...
wa
my first time doing something like that!
kinda cool!
haha
then i borrowed my flute to venus...
she'll be returnin it back to me tomoro...
=D
im such a good fren
haha
..
kiddin only la..
then everyone went back home except yong su eric venus and me..
we sat at the bus stop and thought of where to go..
we wanted to go to east coast...
but venus couldnt..
and if venus doesnt go, i felt that the three of us wonnt be that much fun la..
sorry :P....
kekek
then went home with venus.
ate dinner and now im using the laptop.
im currently listening to a VERY VERY LOUSY version of the audition song.
its like sooooo spoilt?
eurgh,,

2008-12-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

(edited)
ok. now i'll blog about today.
as it is not night yet, i can only blog about what happened this morning.
i woke up at 8.30.
i was feeling sick.
i had an EXTREMELY BAD sore throat and slight fever.
but i still could survive.
i currently miss the band practice.
i miss blowing the flute with the band.
it helps me forget all the stupid things in my head.
blowing the flute alone does not work.
only together with my frens, it work.
haiz..
now ill just continue rotting in this suffering, torturing house.
( my vocab sucks so if i use the wrong words, dun mind )

reason of edit
i was just really angry at that time and didnt really mean anything. i love my family always .

2008-12-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

today sucks!

i forgot to post yesterday ahh
oh! i forgot to say... my blog looks the best if u use internet explorer !!
dont use mozilla or anything else.. or else my blog theme looks weird...
ok!
heres wat i did yesterday..
28 december 2008

ok..
ummm
im suppose to go to holly's house at 9 am...
i woke up at 8.30 am
instead of 6.30...
so obviuosly i knew i was gonna be late.. >.<
but anyway the whole morning was fine..
oh! and when i was at the bus stop waiting for her...
i looked at the opposite road.. i saw this person walking
as my eyesight was bad, i couldnt see who was that..
but i can see that she was wearing a yellow shirt..
i notice her walking style..
HAHA
it was holly's style of walking...
so i guessed it was holly..
and we both walked towards each other..
and guess wat!
i was right! xD haha..
holly has her own dictionary ( that cost $$500 for 1 book) and her own style of walking... hahaha....
we did lots of exercises...
we even tried to cartwheel..
but..
we failed... haha xD
holly said it was cuz we have to have confidence in our legs...
( as in to stretch our legs up when we turn over)
but...
i guess we didnt have any confidence to do that..
cuz
we were afraid of what will happen next..
cuz...
after u stretch your legs, how will you come down??
we'll obviously fall...
ehhh
okkk....
i think u dun get wat i mean..
cuz i olso dun get what i meant..
xD
>.<
oh! and we lay down on the floor..
DIRTY FLOOR...
lucky i wore a black shirt..
kekeke...
( i bet people thought we were crazy)
then we went to the ... um..
bars??
i turned up side down...
and then i tried to force holly to turn up side down too...
hahaha...
but she had a bad experince when she was young..
so...
yea...
then we went to holly's house...
holly whistled.. when she was walking towards the door...
fanny didnt came
HAHAHHAHA
she doesnt listens to u sometimes.. xD
( im so evil arent i? ^^)
kiddin..
then i met holly's mom...
she is such a
sweet
funny
lady... ^^
kekeke...
then i saw one of holly's brother , ty-------- something..
i forgot...
tyra? tylor? ty?????? i forgot xD haha... sorry...
and then wwent into holly's room..
and holly's other brother... warren.
he was changing.
xD
hahaha
but just the top
pai seh..
hahaha
nvr la.. he's a guy. not a girl can liao..
and he is extremely tall..
( ok la... their WHOLE family is tall!! no fair.. >.< )
hm..
then i met fanny!!!! ^_^
this time she didnt bark at me when i came to the house..
YAY!!!
aahahaha...
=D
fanny is still as b-e-a-utiful and c-u-t-e as ever!!!
i envy holly sia..
she has a dog..
Actually i envy all my frens who have pets at home..
no fair...
my life is so shitty and crappy...
T.T
sobs...
anyway..
i kinda forgot what we did in the house...
though i remembered some stuffs..
ok..
this is wat i remember.
holly and i watched tv.
i spilled water..
i ate chicken rice.. ( thank you mrs modder for ur treat of chicken rice :) it was delicious. )
and ..
erm...
i fed fanny! ^^
and..
me and holly stared at her while she ate her dog food.. 8D....
i bet we made her uncomfortable..
kekeke...
and GUESS WHAT!
i manage to touch her..
HEY!
i meant PAT her....
( dun think the other way k..)
she didnt bark back or bite me...
im so happy!! ^^
and then i raped her..
wakakakaka..
the whole day too!
wahahahaha..
mostly her head only..
KEKEKE
xD
( if u get what i meant )
and i kinda spoilt her..
we're not suppose to give crackers to her..
but i kept wanting to give her..
haha
( blame my parents for not letting me get a dog! )
it aint my fault girl!..~..
^_^
then then..
we took fanny down for A walk..
it was real real fun!
i ran ABIT with fanny..
and she got REAL REAL excited..
and then i forced holly to run... =D
kekeke
there was one time wher fanny started wheezing...
i kinda got worried..
i guess its cuz she's abit too old to run too much...
T.T... sobs...
then then..
when it was time to go bak, she behaved so CUTE!!!! xD
she would seat or lie on the floor and refuse to go up to the house...
hahaha...
kawaii-ne?~
kekeke...
then walked somemore and then went bak to holly's house.
then we bathed fanny as she was stinky..
hahaha
it was my first time showering a dog..
it was fun..
haha
poor fanny...
then after shower, she went one side and emo and sulk,
haha
xD
oh!
i forgot to mention.
i met holly's dad too.
funny
EXTREMELY Tall ( from my view )
man.
^^
then me and holly played hotel 626.
kinda fun to scare holly...
and warren, we are NOT cowards. >:)
thenn...
time to go home... T.T
sobs..
i dun wanna leave so fast.
ill miss fanny... T.T
boo hoo hooos....
i raped fanny once more...
then went home... T.T
oh!
and thank you Mr modder for the advice on how to get a copy of my lost taekwondo grading card. =D.
went to the bus stop with holly...
message to holly...
holly!!!!!!!
i envy u ALOT!!!
u have a pet dog ( fanny ).
you are tall and so is your whole family!!!!! ( no fair... T.T )
you can take ur fanny for walks/runs everyday if u want to...
u can rape fanny too... xD hahaha
u can shower fanny..
and play with fanny.
feed fanny and stare at her..
...
i wanna have a dog too... T.T
and your whole family is so friendly , funny , nice.
i realy envy u... ^^

2008-12-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

hm....
i still dunno what to post..
nothing fun happpened DURING the holidays...
today i went to bells house..
=D
so long nvr go her house liao...
suppose to study..
then " studied " for 1 hour then slack..
xD
..
im bored now
ive been making schedules..
but ive not been folowing them..
faggot la..
haiz..
i wish i can turn back time...
i wished i was still primary 1,,,
i can change my life for the better...
instead of suffer now..
( jeez i sound like some old sufferring woman,,, =.= )
if i was still primary 1, i would have studied harder...
i could've have taken care of my health better too..
man this sucks!
this are all the stuffs i couldve have done...
- study harder..
- exercise regularly
- focus on what i wanted
- learn how to argue back to my parents earlier.
- not quiting anything half way..

argh....
i turned down all the great opportunities i had...
im like sooooo stupid...
looking back into the past is soooo.....
!@#$%^&*
im such a sore loser..
i quit when theres an obstacle infrount of me...
im also a quitter..
=.=
im sorry to the student councilor board.
sorry to carina...
you have been helping me alot!
sorry to guo cheng...
you have een "helping" me alot too!
and sorry to the rest of the student councilors.
sorry to many many people..
do forgive me if i did something wrong and made u all out ther angry...
i wanna start anew..

2008-12-24T12:19:00.000+08:00

hua lala..
ive not been posting for quite awhile o
hu hu hu...
you know what!?
ive found out
Venus has a pet dog too!!!
ROAR
almost all my frens have pets and i dont!
roar
this sucks!
hmph..
il;l blog later..
im going to city area,, tata

2008-12-19T12:06:00.000+08:00

haiz..
im gettin bored!!
theres like nothing to post nowadays..
sobs
found out that now..
another one of my friend have a pet!
amirah.
has a pet hamster..
T.T
im desperate for a pet..
roar..
im currently VERY VERY VERY bored...
why wont someone ask me whether i can go out ???
( as in go out with ALOT ALOT OF FRIENDS )
T_T....
school is going to reopen..
and im not ready...
i didnt even flip through any of the text books...
im so doomed...
and all the homework i never do.. >.<
someone come and save me??

2008-12-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

sobs...
i wanna get a pet dog or cat.. T.T
so many of my frens have...
AND some even live in a FLAT too!!!
why ..
why cant i get... TxT....
...........
....
..
.
woke up at 9 SHARP in the morning..
parents were out so ...
i used the comp in my dad's room to watch Gachi Baka..
nice >w<..
watching epi 10 <- last episode -> half way then my dad suddenly come back home..
sobs..
so i had to pass him the comp back..
SOBS
...
was eatin instant noodles..
while reading book..
jeez..
my life is freggin borinGGG x100000000000000000
arh..
then went for band...
met kang ming on board at first...
then met venus...
..
went to school for band..
then met amanda below the music room..
ARH!!! my life is really boring..
then...
ehhh
then..
did band..
today sir was quite funny la..
then half way through band..
i start to ' cannot blow high notes "
.. damn irritating..
sigh...
then during sectionals wood winds went out instead of brass..
ok..
jeremy and yong su were "funny" ( not )
i just tried laughing along with them...
oh!
and i got to try blowing yong su's tenor sax...
VERY VERY difficult!
and HEAVY...
then i blow amanda's clarinet..
also VERY VERY difficult..
then i blew my flute..
ALSO VERY VERY VERY VERY difficult...
=.=
...
i feel like givin up sia..
haiz..
wat a bad day today is..
then i found out amanda has like 4 dogs!!!!
including one which is at her grand ma's house...
the one at her gran ma's house was new..
a baby husky....
XD!!!!
I WANNA OWN A DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
amanda has 4..
jeremy has 1..
holly has 1..
ern has 1..
yao ying has 1.. or maybe 2..
me-reh and sara has 1..
...
jeez!!! NO FAIR!!!
i wan one.... T.T.....
boo hoos...
sobs...
cries...
uwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sniffs..
T_T...

2008-12-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

heheh..
changed to new blogskin..
^_^
wa..
keep editing here and ther..
so tiring..
lol
haha
anyways...
today woke up dunno wat time la..
ate breakfast and headed out for golf practise..
oh gosh...
golf can make u develop back ache sia..
haiz..
the standing position and stuffs are like SOOOO tiring and important..
=.=
then..
arthur called ham watch movie with him and hey yong..
so they went..
sadly i cant go with them cuz had already promised
holly that i go her place to exercise.. xD
then went to KFC with mom..
arh...
my diet ruin..
haha
xD
as i was going to be late, i bought holly
two KFC prawn thingy..
as a sorry gift..
so.. yeah..
i went there 55 mins late.. xD
kekeke..
then we go to exxerccise corner below her house and exercised ABIT only..
haha
then went to holly's house..
visit fanny
=D
she's such a cute litttle FIERCE ANTI SOCIAL dog..
XD
haha
but atleast she's cute..
atfirst she bark at me.. sobs.. T.T
then after that nvr le.. but she stare at me.. O.O..
i was told that i cant touch her or she might.... ROOF!
u know...
gosh it was tempting not to pat her..
xD
i dreamt i had a dog.. xD... haha..
i really wanna have a pet dog or cat... sobs..
my parents dun allow.. T.T ..
ok..
then we went AROUND pasir ris shops near holly's house to see if ther's any hair
salons that did hair extension..
and absolutely NONE of the hair salon in pasir ris have hair extension.!!!
O.O
kinda shocked...
then while walking around the shops..
holly got tempted to buy snacks...
haha
ok..
maybe me too la..
but we two persevere! ^_^....
then after tat we went to the WORLD'S MOST WORST PLAYGROUND EVER!
then i went home..
oh!
i mean then holly went home..
i went to white sands..
i bought this mini chalkboard thingy.. and two pen..
haha
i wonder wats wrong with me this days..
ive been liking stuffs that i usually dun like...
im changing..( mentally ... NOT physically)
haha
i guess im growing.. ( mentally... NOT physically)
haha
end of day.. :)

2008-12-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

waaa.... i just came back home frm somewhere near city hall..
and my feets are sooo killin me..
anyways..
back to to-tralalala-day.....
mornin i woke up at... um... 7.45 i think...
then helped my dad settle some buisiness
(which i didnt really settle properly)
...
i went to bedok inter to wait for holly cuz we're both going swimming ^^
to cut down our weight >.< T.T
while waiting for her, i noticed i was
O-B-S-E-R-V-I-N-G
people...
how they walk, wat shoes they wore...
im weird huh...
anyways...
we walked all the way to bedok complex...
then at first we were like un easy..
haha
you know why?
haha
guess urself...
then we went to the medium pool first cuz ....
....
....
....
i have nvr swim for like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG...
and...
....
....
i forgot how to swim >.<
i took swimming classes when i was like REALLLLLLY young...
but end up now since i didnt go swimming for a long time,
i totally forgot how to swim...
ehhh...
ok...
maybe i DO know how.. but....
i dun think its the right way...
while swimming in the M-E-D-I-U-M pool,
i started O-B-S-E-R-V-I-N-G people again...
to see how they swim..
so maybe i can copy..
but..
end up i couldnt kick the habit of me kicking my legs.
its like my hands are correct but..
the legs must do something like a frog thingy...
but i ended up kicking my legs...
=.=
after awhile...
we went to the D-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-E-P pool...
>.<
ok.. maybe its not considered Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep to you pros out ther...
but hey! im like SHORT and i cant swim WELL.... so ....
its considered Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep for me...
but i guessed i survived...
haha ^^
high fives at myself..
we swam back and forth so many times...
ahhh
at first i was like relax...
then swim..
then when reach the middle of the pool
( which was the deepest part)...
i started to sort of panick..
( in my mind and heart la..)
i was like thinking am i gonna make it??
( im weird and lame and stupid.. i know...)
=.=
but anyway in the end i still manage to swim across..
but feel abit pai seh o..
XD
haha
cuz its like ..
everyone's swimming correctly.. they know wat they're doing...
and im like thinking how do i swim properly...
argh...
i feel like i was making a fool out of myself swimming in those deeeeeeeeeep waters..
>.<
and when i saw little kids swimming in their pyjamas in the deeeeeeeeeeeep pool,,
i got even more pai seh...
HAHAHA
im telling this to the whole world...
>.<
holly and i tried doin weird stuffs in the water too..
haha
( think straight please =) )
first she did a hand stand
(i tried to but water just got into me nose and ears.. >.<)
then she wanted to cart wheel but didnt..
then we both tried to swim near the ground..
then...
we tried to sort of walk across the deeep pool..
( like one end to another... which i felt really weird )
its like you start walking..
you can only use ur hands to help you..
no paddling with legs...
just walk...
IN WATER
...
=.=
we manage to do it la..
at one point,
its like holly was tip toeing and her head is still above water...
but for me...
>.<
i was tip toeing
YET
i was fully submerged...
=.=
im short..
and that sucks..
=.=
ok...
then we watched some guys practising to be life guards..
CUZ
it was interesting as they were practise shouting like a life guard..
NOT CUZ OF OTHER REASONS
=)
then....
um...
wat else..
oh..
i saw this little girl..
cute little girl...
and she was doing sit ups in the water...
O.o..
SIT UPS..
in water..
she did it..
but i wonder..
isnt it dangerous??
like wat if you drown??
cuz her leg is placed between two thingys...
then she start doing situps down the water then up..
...
hm..
then...
holly and i noticed we were getting awfully DARK...
my whole shoulder, below dark.. ontop white.. =.=
holly's whole shoulder, below dark on top white..=.=...
and my fingers were like REALLY REALLY REALLY WRINKLED...
we had been in the waters from like 8 to 9am plus to 11.55 to 12 pm
so its like about 4 hours in the pool...
we immediately got out of the pool and washed up...
we got really dark..
and i didnt notice till now ..
i had sun burns on my face..
=.=
its like one whole line across my face... =.=
one whole red line=.=
its like you take a face blussher and powder it from my left side of the face all the way continuously to the right side...
=.=...
it sounds like Nel from Bleach... just that change her cute little face into my !@#$ face...
then ate together...
mee siam...
then half way my dad called..
he screamed in the phone
blah blah blah..
then walked holly to bedok central and then i went home...
both of us thinking of getting hair extension...
but i think i cant cuz hair too short for extensions... haha
tralalala..
helped my dad settle the problem SERIOUSLY...
then...
watched gachi baka..
really nice jap comedy drama..
a drama with only 10 episodes.. =.=
then went out with mom to esplanade to see christmas thingies...
the group of people who played the
saxophone played sooooooooooooooooooooo beautifully...
the band who sang at the outdoor was terrible..
then we went to marine square??? marina square??? i forgot the name...
and walked around..
blah blah...
finally went home...
ahhhhh
wooo! long post...
tomoro going over to holly's for excerise..
=D
its like one day she come over the other i go over
sadly no more swimming cuz it spoils her rebonded hair..
so our next plan..
the gym >.<
dun laugh hor...

2008-12-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

uwalalala...
today rain the whole day sia...
air is so COLD and REFRESHING!!
ah..
i like it..
but i suffered throughout the whole day...
my arm and thigh are like SOO FREGGIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh...
i climb UP any stairs, SO PAIN~!
i climb DOWN any stairs, SO PAIN~!
i move any muscles only ah.. SO FREGGIN PAIN!
argh..
but anyway i went to my mom's office for the FIRST TIME..
( only allowed today cuz its a holiday)
so nice!!
i wanna work ther too..
right next to my mom..
in the same cubicle..
haiz..
then.. then... then...
aiyah... today do nothing much la..
so boring..
tomoro i goin school buy books le...
i must CHIONG PREPARE EVERYTHING FOR NEXT YR!!
walalala.
I LLOVE LLOVELLOVELLOVE LOVE GREEN TOILETBOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

now... today...
im gonna cut things short cuz my arm is in freggin pain..
today was my first day of golf lesson.. HUAHUAHUA..
there was only 4 students o.. =.=
me, my bro, and a husband and wife couple from Korea.
yea..
we went to marina golf course thingy..
yea..
and then we learnt golf.
felt weird at first becuz of the instructor.
couldnt see his face o..
he wore this weird sun glasses.
( sunglasses like i saw in an anime called real drive)
then its like we had to do a posture like a sitting duck =.=
butts out! chest out! back freggin STRAIGHT! hands freggin STRAIGHT! knee bend!
and shout QUACK!
haha
no la
kiddin about the shout quak..
but the posture thing is true..
wa seh...
our back felt so aching...
>.<.anyway it was fun la...
HOT!
haha
guess wat that word means and for who..
wallalala..
FIT!
guess wat that word means and for who too!!
haha
DEEP!
same for this..
haha
this three words to describe the instructor..
haha
kiddin kiddin..
just learnt these words from a book i borowed!
XD
haha
im weird.
anyway..
then blah blah blah.,.
went for taekwondo..
TODAY IS THE BEST YET WORST TAEKWONDO I HAD!!!
why??
cuz
we did so many things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why i said best??
cuz..
it was not the BORING OLD USUAL LESSON!!
=D
we did so many TIRING STUFFS!!
HUNDREDS of push ups, half sits , and something.. i forgot the name... its like..
um... meelee?? mylee?? mipphee?? i dunno la..
but i know it starts with "M"... we didnt do it in PE class b4..
i think..
but i know our class(2EA) did it b4 somewhere...
its like you squat, then jump to push up position, then jump back to squat, then stand up..
sooo yea...
at first i felt like dying .. but then i felt so happy cuz i finally get to feel tired! and FUN!!
for this two months of holiday, ive been rotting at home..
so boring.
that was the good part...
half way through the lesson, my arm was like so FREGGIN PAIN!!!
ARGH!!!
and my thighs were like ... like... i dunno wat words to use to describe it..
i felt like i couldnt stand sia..
(but i did stand ofcuz)
oh! and whenever we had to kick, me and my bro and the rest were like trying our best to balance ourself as we were REALLY REALLY REALLY too tired..
we felt like we gonna drop onto the floor ..
thats still the good part cuz its fun..
now...
the bad part is....
when i got home, my arm was still stinging...
the rest of me was ok except my arm..
to be exact, the back of my arm..
its like ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was SOOO NOT FUN AT ALL
i couldnt lift up my whole arm or itll sting like crazy..
i guess the skin,flesh,fats,ABIT muscles and the whole arm were all TOO tired??
i hope itll all be better
sigh.,..
i guess thats all ill post for today..
walalala

Some crap i was thinking the WHOLE day..
hm.. i wonder... if i was a guy instead of a girl, wat would happen to my family and frens o... will they treat me differently?? i wonder how i will be like XD... wat frens ill have... will i fall in love with a girl!?!?!? O.o

2008-12-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

walala..
forgot to post about yesterdae o...
aiyah.. 24 hours ago so hard to remember things one.. i just write some major stuffs la..
minor stuffs not important lo.. ^^
the major stuff is...
yester day was the FIRST time me and my mom did something bad..
its like we watched city of amber( REALLY REALLY REALLY GOOD SHOW!!! YOU SHOULD WATCH TOO!!)
then its like the show finish le..
so usually ppl will get out of the cinema rite??
yea..
so we walked out of THAT HALL.. NOT THE WHOLE CINEMA.. THAT HALL ONLY...
like example HALL 1, Hall2 and stuffs..
yea..
so we walked out of that HALL la..
then my mom and i walked pass some other HALLS to get out of the cinema rite??
then suddenly my mom pulled me into ANOTHER HALL!!!
and we quickly picked the nearest empty seat..
and watch boltz...
i was like OMG!
but it was the ending of boltz la..
so its ok ^^
haha
got to watch the ENDING of boltz..
>.<
but anyway thats like soo.... wth!?
so fun and exciting yet scary..
anyway the guard was standing far away at that time so we didnt get caught..
WAHAHAHAH
im not tellin which cinema..
haha
or else ill be doom ed..
thats all for yesterday o..

2008-12-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm...
helllo everyone!
=.=
im going crazy aagain
im rotting at home with boredness!!!
i wan to go out
atleast do somethin fun exciting or tiring...
haiz...
anyways
today woke up at .. i think 9 something
then...
use comp
use do nothing one
bored
then read book untill bored
haiz..
today did nothing.
BORED!!!
my life is as boring as usual...

2008-12-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

Day 3

same thing in the morning except this time when we were on the way to sp in the van,
atwell, jarah and holly waved to some indian and china workers XD...
haha
im like so paiseh
who are they i wonder.. XD
then while they were singing and sstuffs in the van,
i tried drewing holly..
i kinda like the drawing..
though it did not really look like her..
and i didnt fraw her face cuz i dunno how to draw ppl's face..
and i did made improvements in my drawing people plan..
=D... Ganbatte green toiletbowl (me) .... =D
so...
today holly and jarah even more social..
they kept wanting to socialise with people ..
haha
and for me i became even MORE ANTI SOCIAL...
i fellt kinda pissed off ..
i dunno why,..
i just felt angry and wished i didnt attend this sp thing
weird me huh..
oh
and the progress of holly and the other two became MUCH BETTER
although its the LAST day...
=.=
holly became more smiley.. ^_^
and talked
ALOT...
haha
which is good
cuz she always seems so sad... TAT...
TAT <- that sign is a face sign!! not "tat"!!! get wat i mean?? forgeddit la
hmmm
so yea
the day past..
BORING la..
though its fun to hang out with my fwens
in the end we didnt win anything but fwens
i made fwens..
with..
SK and trenro...
( sorry trenro or something like that.. i dunno how to pronounce/remember and spell your name... >.< i can only remember its sounds likek "handroll" XD....)
made 2 frens...
which will forget me the next time i meet them.... like the ppl i met at rp ....
all of them forgot me and only sam and em remembers me..
sobs..
im not worth remembering..
haha
kiddin..
thats all la....
then went home
life is boring as usual...

2008-12-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

Day 2

met at school today
cuz free bus to singapore poly..
only me holly atwell and jarah turned up
sobs
sad-ded... <- learnt this word from holly =D
oh..
and i found out the details of which class im gonna attend
im goin to class 3EA ( i was expecting 3EB .. >.< so yeah, im feeling overjoyed)
attending home econs
history
chinese
maths A and E
english
ss
i forgot the rest ler...
but i feel sad at the smae time cuz im in the same class with the person i EXTREMELY hate.. ( and i attend all the class with her...D:< ... not you bell)
though i have good fwens in 3EA, some of my GOOD GOOD fwens went to 3EB..
which made my heart break into many many many many many pieces...
hmmm
yea
then i heard the holly said mr khoo fell into the drain...
i think
then jarah laugh-ed like SIAO cuz she saw his face smashed onto the window...
i imagine how his face looks like smashed onto the mirror so i laughed too..
but the thing i dun understand is..
i thought he fall into the drain..
how the hell can his face smash into window?? O.o...
weird..
then we set off for the sp thingy
we did more maya..
THE WHOLE DAY MAYA!!!
wan die..
then we olso did after effects to complete the short clip..
you go youtube type comp 1.flv
our master piece
=D
its a green toiletbowl production...
wahahaa
I LOVE GREEN TOILETBOWLS!!!
GREEN TOILETBOWLS DAISUKE!!!
WO AI NI GREEN TOILETBOWLS!!!
AKU CINTA GREEN TOILETBOWLS!!!
GREEN TOILETBOWLS SARANGHAEYO!!!
wahahaa
yeah
then its like holly has ray and fai ...
now jarah has benson ( and the white shirt guy!! XD haha jus kiddin)
atwell has so many from many places..
i have myself only... =.=...
felt kinda out..
so i became anti social..
haha
just kiddin aaboout the reason why i became anti social..
the reason is..
cuz i just felt anti social at that time..
wats wrong with being anti social!!!
sooo yea...
hmmm
i forgot wat happened next,,
ANYWAY!!
OFF TO DAY 3!!! ^_^

2008-12-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

wa lalala...
im gonna post about the three sp days spent

Day 1

met at tanah merah mrt.
i thought i was gonna be late o.
end up not so late..
wakakaka
i met wei kiat on the way
he told me he just came bak frm work...
( FYI i met him around 7+ am!! )
O.o
ok
then it was like only holly and jem were there
wait..
jarah came
guan came
then wait for ru wei...
then so long so we endded up metting her in the mrt.waiting area
suppose to have 13 people come
but end up many ppl couldnt come
T.T
sobs..
T.T
anyways...
we got lost in singapore poly as it was INCREDIBLY BIG
finally we reached the room called ......

T2032

...
weird name huh
no offense to the namer of the room XD
ok.. so...
holly got all walalalalalala
^^
cuz walalala and walalala2 were there??
^^
i hope holly wont get mad if she sees this post..
haha
we sat at the end of the row and began listenin to a guy speak..
(like mr loke like that)
then went to take a look ata room where the had blue screens.,..
very cool..
though there was INSUFFICIENT chairs..
so some of us stood or sat on the floor..
there was this nerd
his mouth very BIG
really REALLY BIG..
ask the people around me and they all agree..
he's a JERK
then after that went bak to the

T2032

.....

XD
learnt how to use maya...
there was like SOOOO many things to remember
at first it was like many of us took out MY paper and THEIR pen
and copied down the commands and stuffs...
as i hate writing and copying WORDS,
i gave up and just tried to STORE it in my head ( though i failed =D)
then there was this gerad or gerat or gerend guy
watever his name is spelt..
ya
he helped alot
holly misses him XD
he dissappeared the next two days..
misses as in fren fren type of miss
(just said typed that so holly wont come and kill me)
hmmm
then
ya
thats all wat we did
and um
holly had alot fwens..
MANY
holly sure socialized with many ppl
especially
walalalalalla and walalalal 2
^^
then went home.

2008-11-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

ok... i have not been bloggin for... SOO LONG...
hmmm
today, nothing much happened... jus stayed at home and
watch anime the WHOLE day...
felt like badminton-ing or basketball-ing with my frens but end up didnt...
=.=
slack whole day...
wargh....
oh!
i cut my hair ^^
i look like a weirdo now.. =.=
the hair stylist changed my hair parting ( if u know wat i mean)
and i look.......
W-E-I-R-D
my mom said i looked " handsome "
O.o
ehhhhhhhh
that was a WEIRD compliment....
and then she said that now our family has 2 son instead of 1 son and 1 daughter..
hhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuhhhhh......
=.=
im bored...
walalala

2008-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

bwa lalala..
so sweaty and tired >.<
hmmm today morn woke up at 11 am...
eek~~~
wake up so late =.=
to me is late le..
ehh
then actually wanted to go cycling
( Im desperately trying to lose LOTS of weight >.<)
BUT...
walalala... bicycle kena taken away by dad cuz he went cycling FIRST~
at bedok reservore .. ( i dunno how spell la >.<)
so stayed at home..
ate my not so nice duck noodles??
but end up left over so much cuz i taste bad...
then after that dad came bak home..
me and him quarrelled AGAIN,, =.=
have been quarrelling with him EVER morning ..
dunno why..
maybe is my temper getting worse or maybe his fault :D
then after that went to bedok inter to meet mommy~... XD
went to ikea with her..
wa..
when we board the free shuttle bus ah..
alot ppl cut queueeueeueueue ( i dunno how many e and u )
i felt really mad at them but ten i relacx..
seat for few mins then reach ikea..
looked around and bought some stuffs...
will post pics in another post as it might be too long >.<
then alot of things..
me hand and me mommy hand wannna break liao..
jeez... we women do all the hard job while the men/boys all stay at home relax ..
=.=
then ate 1 and half hot dog with mom XD
delicious
i ate really ugly-ly..
XD
ate the hot dog until almost finis then hot dog quite big i jus stuff it into my mouth lol...
my mom made me laugh and i almost spit out ever thing...
imagine i eat like this in a formal place
XD
kiddin only la...
then went home wile suffering as carry EXTREMELY heavy furnitures??
==.==
hmmm.... then reach home...
realized it was brenda's b'dae today...
sadly i had to choose between taekwondo or her b'dae...
i chose taekwondo.. XD
i will NEVER miss one taekwondo class..
so fun ^^
then i ttried making the war-droab??? ehhh... wardrobe??? aiyah... wat ever...
then only manage to finish abit...
knock the nail with hammer until accidentally knock my finger.. OxO...
ten after that went taekwondo class...
yay!! today finish learning the whole steps/pattern le!!! ^^
but quite boring,.,,
every class teach soo litttle moves..
cant wait to be white-yellow tape belt /xd
dun laugh at me hor! i jus started leh thats why white belt..
used to go taekwondo wen i was like VERY young... i think till red belt...
then after stop..
now continue..
actually can continue frm red belt de but the exam card thingy lost so restart from beginning .. haiz...
now.... im jjus sseating in my mom room bloggin..
bwalalala..
i jus realize none ... absolutely NONE of my frens are anime fans except yao qi..
( me X-venture facilitator... AKA monsTA!!!!! )
but he EX -anime fan T_T
sobs....
maybe cuz he need conceentrate on his uni...
haiz,,,
sent out a dozen sms-es on who wants to go comic cafe...
only these ppl reply T_T
1) ern replied first ( rejected)
2) min er replied second (rejected)
3) yao qi replied third ( accepted )
4) jenson replied fourth ( rejected)
5) heni replied fifth ( also kena rejected )
T_T,,,,

only 5 ppl replied..
when i sent more than 20 ppl...
T_T
sobs....
not their fault la...
so in the end nvr go...
im so bored at home...
i wanna play badminton,
cycle,
basketball(though i dunno),
rollerblade ( though i dunno),
swim(though i dunno),
scream,
go crazy,
get spooked by holly... NOT GHOSTS...
,
hang out with frens frm CCSS ONLY( can ferget bout it le.. )...
forget bout this and that...,
slim down XP( also can ferget about it le )...
watch movie...
get a job ( though i cant) ,
buy stuffs...,
turn into a complete love-pink and love-cute0girly stuff girl( though i dun wan XD) ,
make my dad and mom and ham happy ...
have all my wishes come true... ( hopefully can)
know magic and other CRAP....
meet a fairy/elf ( in my dreams )
oh
btw,,,
i just found out...
I LOVE GREEN TOILET BOWLS!!! XD isnt that a weird thing to love? >>.<<
i have absolutely no idea why...
maybe now i found my one and only TRUE LOVE~... XD ^_^
I LOVE GREEN TOILET BOWLS!!!
I LOVE GREEN MOONS!!!!
I LOVE GREEN TOFU-S ( but dun like to eat them)
I LOVE GREEN DANGO-S!!!
i wonder wats with me and green...
though i like other colours..
i dunno why i cant resist green XD
...
haiz...
walalalala

QUESTION OF THE DAY,,,

why am i so stupid sometimes??? O.o
and why are you so stupid sometimes??? O.o

CRAPPY JOKE OF THE DAY

( heard it from radio... 98.7 FM)

pierced-ear guys are more likely to have more gfs as they have experienceed PAINN and buys more JEWELLERIES!!! ^_^ WAHAHAHHAHA =.=////)

OH NO DAY !!!! AGAIN!!!~

2008-11-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh shit!
todays another oh no day!!
argh..
i just realized that the stupid stuffs i bought and made are like sooooooo CHILDISH and GIRLISH!!!
only a 4 year old little girl would do stuffs like that..
( however i find it fun leh..)
OH NO!
then today
i got my very first own girl cut-ted type of shirt..
you know those that are almost sleeveless shirt then material very VERY THIN and TIGHT,,
=.=
at least i made my mom ABIT happy..
im turning into a woman :D....
OH NO!
how ever i also kinda find it fun BUT uncomfortable to wear it...
my style is BLACK and BAGGY and NOT SOOOO SHORT SLEEVE ( normal la.. like um... normal sleeve type??? the length is something like.. um... almost reach your arm type of length but havent reach your arm yet.. aiyah.. the length is usually those male - cut-ted type of shirt... and NOT so WIDE CUT COLLAR....)
ok.. my vocab and wordings SUCKS..
SHH!!
um..now... i dun mind the colour PINK!??!?!?!?
i totally hate it last time but now i find it alright...
waaaaaaaaa
wat the hecks wrong with me...
im turning into some freak.
oh!
and i think gays and lesbians are alright..
they are normal
i dun find them weird ^_^

2008-11-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

lalala...
hm
today woke up at 7.05!!!!
wa....lalala...
gonna be late for band le...
but nvm
i just relax relax do things..
XD
sorry to sir and band members.. >.<
haha
but reach on time.. ^^
wahahaha
cuz my dad say he send me there!
today my dad took the BIG mattress out of the van..
so i had to seat on the INCREDIBLY HARD floor of the van..
and whenever the van bounce..
my butt hurts!
WAHAHAH XD >>.<<
kiddin!!!
anyway..
today band
sayfun, yun zhong, rahim , jeremy , venus , alex , kang ming , james , isya , atiqah , yong su , stephen turn up..
at least the attendence batter than yesterdays..
lalala..
the rest dunno go where.. T_T
then today was the WORST band session i had as i couldnt blow high tones..
and my flute playing SUCKED big time..
but it is also my best session as i learnt my mistakes and how to correct it
( even though correcting it may take millions of years..)
even though our band may be small.. may be sucky at times... atleast it produces a good sound
and atleast SOME band members turn up and did their best at playing their instrument..
even if we get COP <- certificate of participation for the last SYF..
i am still proud of them as i know they did their best.. especially those who cried when the recult was announced..
HOWEVER im kinda pissed off at those suckers who dont care for the band at all lor..
WA LAO..
CoOME AS THEY WISH THEN DUN WAN COME THEN DUN COME!
WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE!
THINK THEY SOOO GOOD ISIT!?
I KNOW ITS FREAKIN DIFFICULT TO PLAY PROPERLY BUT TO BE PERFECT YOU MUST PRACTISE LIKE SIAO WAT!!! NOT JUST COME ONE TIME THEN WA! PRO LIAO..
YOU GUYS WHO ALWAYS SKIPP BAND CUZ OF SOME STUPID REASON SUCK BIIIIGGG TIME !!!
ANGRY WITH ME??
COME SCOLD ME LA!
CUZ I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONES THAT ARE WRONG!
YOU MAKE BAND LOOK SOOOO DAMN PATHETIC!!!
back to today.
today...
um
oh
and rahim made sir shout at him today,,
its the first time i heard sir shout
then after that he mood go very bad
kept gettin scolded by him cuz i couldnt blow high tones no matter how hard i try
but nvm
i will still continue to try my best ( unlike some ppl who just gif up and dun wan come)
then after that band finish le i go down with ica
sppose to eat ayam penyet but in the end nvr cuz dun wan
something happened..
lalala
then go pp area there eat spring roll..
nice..
the way they make it so diff from wat my mom make
the ingredient olso so diff
then after that i went to pp alone cuz ica go city hall
then i walk around
bought some stupid stuffs!
then went back home...
guess what!
i got my specs!!
FINALLY!!!
heres some pics.. of the stuffs i made and my specs

my new specs.. ^^ gif me comments on it ^^ NOT INSULTS!! >.<

full view of it... framelesss eh..... XD

welcome to funny mart!! ^^ made it with the stupid stuff i bought...

do you like sweets?? ^_^

wanna buy anything?? very very cheap de..

basket full of stuffsss.....

ghan chocolate... yumm.....

wanna buy ghan chocolate?? costs 650 won... i dunno wats the conversion of kr money to sg money la..

D-P chocolate... very colour full choco.. same like M&Ms.. only better ^^

okie.. thats all..
oh
and this is one of the newest post that emina AKA sad girl posted..
07 november 2008
Dear XXX
today when i saw you at the walk way.. i felt very nervous... my good fren was infront of me and i knew that becuz u two are frm the same "place" , u two must know each other very well...when you smiled and talk to her.. i felt very....i dun know.. i had a little hint of jealousy in me...i wanted to talk to you but i didnt dare.. when you laughed and smile with her.. i felt a little angry..
i kept trying to get a chance to look at you... but i didnt have that chance... when it was time when you go back home, you waved bye and said bye to her... i dunt know if you also meant to say it to me... but it felt like i was invisible in your eyes... am i nothing to you??? not even your friend???
END
walalala...
thats the end..
sorry such a long post ^^

QUESTION OF THE DAY
TO these ppl...
how did i know you???
-Alex
-KC
-Ern
-Holly
-katherine
-Mr Sharie